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androticus -> Gay slave seeks rough str8 Master in CO (5/20/2013 7:30:03 PM)
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Hello everyone,
Been on CM for several years, but never really checked out the forums...
I'm a youthful looking/acting 53 yr old masculine gay male slave. I recently was released from a 9 month live-in relationship with a mostly straight Master. It taught me that I do indeed need to be a slave to be satisfied and fulfilled in life -- I love having a Master be the central purpose in my life.
I realize my main interest is almost a contradiction... My slave "persona" is basically a piece of sh*t faggot pain slut/slave who needs to be subjugated and treated harshly by a mostly straight or bi Master--basically, I don't want the relationship to be romantic in a conventional sense of a gay romantic BDSM relationship, but I very much liked the situation of being able to relate to my Master in different ways depending on context (housemate, buddy, friend, sex toy, etc.)
One thing I don't understand... it seems that in prisons very many guys totally get into this whole dominant/subjugation dynamic and really get into it. So where are these guys on the outside? I don't buy the idea that just because they don't have women around somehow their sexuality changes--I've often gone longs periods without male companionship and am surrounded by women but did that make me start liking girls? NO!
I'd welcome discussion about gay males who seek servitude to predominantly straight guys--who control them, use them for sexual service, BDSM, but not really having a romantic relationship, more like best buddies outside of private scene play. And obviously if any guys are interested in the dominant side of this, feel free to contact me privately if you don't want to post about it
androticus
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