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SirKenin -> RE: Could use some more prayer. Something different this time. (6/26/2006 10:57:59 AM)
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ORIGINAL: TolerableCruelty
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I eagerly await the day when I find out why.
Perhaps what you are witnessing right now is what she has intended... mental suffering.
I'm not trying to be an ass, Kenin, really I'm not... if there is an almighty higher power up there, and you think he's gonna reach down and flick her in the back of the head and she'll fall in love with you again... then I'm pulling for ya right along with everyone else.
But I'm also realisitic.
And you should be as well.
Best of luck and well wishes, Kenin....
T.R.
lol TC. It would be cool if He would just do that. I kind of wish that could happen. Unfortunately I also have to be realistic and realize that it is not possible. I know that He can convict her of walking down a certain path. He can convict her to lower her expectations, for example. Or He can convict her to soften up. He will never force her to come back. In the end, though, I realize that that is not really what I want anyways. I want her to come back because I am worth it. Because she loves Me. So, My approach is multifaceted. I spoil her rotten as I always have. I do it because I love her and I like her to be happy. I pray for her return if it is God's will. I pray that she opens her heart. I pray that I be the man that both God and her want Me to be. I also pray that I am able to apply everything that I have learned.
There has been some improvement. Just the last few days were bad. However. I have bounced back from every single trial and tribulation that I have ever had, including the death of My daughter, so I am no quitter. lol. I will make it through this too.
Thank you for the well wishes. Much appreciated.
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