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nephandi -> RE: How did your interest originate? (6/19/2013 2:21:46 PM)
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Greetings
I started pretending that my dolls where alien princesses and that I where chosen as their servant and caretaker from I was very young. I also liked to play slave, fill a bucket with water and scrub a floor pretending I was a slave, and one of my fantasies was to have a very spoiled cousin or something like that move in and then she would boss me around and I had to obey her, I was very young when I had these thoughts but off course I never thought of them as kink or anything sexual I just liked to play slave or servant. I also remember that I loved to hear of people tied up I was three years old when I saw a Tarzan movie where Tarzan got captured and put in a cage and I loved it, and my mother read me Robin hood books and I loved the scenes when he got captured and tied up. I always tied up my dolls or even tied up myself a few times but there was noting sexual about it.
I was a young teenager when I first heard about BDSM, I heard about it on the news but I do not remember what they where reporting on, but there was something about BDSM in there and I thought that is really interesting, I did not fantasize about it thought until next year when I read the fantasy series Saga of the Ice People where the two man characters have sex in book one and it is described as being quite painful since she is a virgin and he is huge and that is when my sexual interests started and they always had a rough sex/BDSM turn to them in my fantasies.
When I was 16 I met Aswad and I became sexually active (yes that is legal age in Norway) and our sex have always been BDSM themed, so yes I have always had such fantasies but it was not until I was a late teenager that my fantasies turned to sexual fantasies.
I wish you all well
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