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MasterCaneman -> RE: Failed to take cock - help me? (10/14/2013 6:41:02 AM)
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ORIGINAL: AthenaSurrenders
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ORIGINAL: stupidbitchslave
I had a Mistress who was perfect in every way and I made the mistake of not taking cock when she wanted me to. Now, I am desperate for her to come back to me. I would do anything she asked including that and more. Now that she is gone, I am sad and lonely and realize how stupid I was.
If anyone wants to use me as a whore, i would comply. It is not my right to resist and I'll never question or resist again.
My purpose is to obey.
Please Mistress if you read this, please take me back.
If someone else reads this and wants me, i promise on my life to do as told.
You'll do as you are told? Excellent. Here are my orders. If you are serious about this, you will obey completely.
(Note to message board users: yes, this is a shamelessly recycled post with some edits to fit this person)
I will be your Mistress for the next week. Unfortunately it will be online only, but that's ok because you're not ready for in-person anyway.
Your orders:
Look at the non-fiction section of this book list: http://www.collarchat.com/m_1726118/tm.htm
Pick any three and read them, cover to cover.
No porn for the week. That is, no videos, no dirty pictures, no erotic stories. You may read the forums here, but no asking people for play.
Write me a 500 word summary of what you imagine a D/s relationship would be like. Include a sample daily routine. Show me that you have a grasp on reality. If you write 500 words of hot sex fantasy, I will know you haven't done the above steps. Show me that you understand emotional connection, serving someone else's desires (not just your own hard on) and the fact that everyday life must go on in between the kink. Post it in this thread.
Write an essay regarding people being forced to carry out sexual acts against their will. Please include the definitions of rape and sexual assault, and defend your opinion that being forced into sexual acts would be 'for your own good' as your profile states. Also consider whether it is truly 'forced' if you are literally asking to do these things. Show both sides of the argument and come to a well reasoned conclusion.
Spend at least an hour every day working on a practical skill that you think would be desirable in a partner. Nothing to do with sex. Maybe you learn to cook. Maybe you learn new cleaning techniques, start growing a herb garden, practice a musical instrument or take an online course in bookkeeping. You won't be able to perfect anything in this time, but self improvement is valuable in a sub.
Another 500 word piece on healthy relationships. What makes a healthy relationship? Discuss self respect, mutual benefit and emotional security. Discuss what this means in the context of D/s and consider what can be done to keep both partners safe, physically and emotionally. Consider your stance of obeying anyone and having no right to say no, even with someone you have no prior relationship with. Discuss how this reflects on you as a person, how realistic this is, and what the possible consequences could be.
Re-write your profile. Take down any pictures with genitals or butts in them. Put up one or more photos of you, fully clothed. You can blot out your face if you prefer. Take out all of the text and re-write the profile in this format:
-One paragraph about who you are as a person. About 4 sentences. I suggest you include vanilla hobbies and skills, personality traits and why I might want to date you.
-One paragraph about the relationship you want. Specify if it's play only, 24-7, kink in the bedroom and equals out of it etc. What type of woman do you want to meet? NOT about how kinky she is or what she will force you to do. Age range, personality etc.
-TWO SENTENCES - and no more - about your kinky interests. Right at the end.
You are not allowed to use the following words: goddess, cock, ass (or any word that refers to your private parts)
You must run it through spell check.
After you've done all this, I'd like another post here explaining what you've learned this week and whether you think you have benefited. Please post all written assignments to this thread.
You may complete and and all of these tasks in lingerie/with something in your butt, if that helps.
Remember - you promised on your life to do as you are told, and you'll never resist again.
That advice should be mandatory for any poster who comes on here crying about all the fakes on the other side, as well as their inability to meet someone. And it's non-kneel specific (if that makes sense). Now I wish there was a "like" button on here too.
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