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TigressLily -> RE: Every had a freak out? (10/17/2013 7:02:27 PM)
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You're only 21, babe, and I think you're overreacting. Everyone makes mistakes, especially when you're a young person. Believe me, there'll be plenty more, so you can't let yourself get stuck with a panic attack every time you unintentionally make a mistake.
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ORIGINAL: Kirasen
My heart is pounding, my body is shaking, i feel hot... I said something I shouldnt have said. And I didnt know it was bad until someone pointed it out. I said something about someone that I love, that he forgave me for but Im still freaking out from guilt.
Anyone know this feeling? What should I do to regain control of my body? I cannot forgive myself for what I have done. I'm sorry, I know this is selfish to ask, so ignore this if you wish.
You say you've been forgiven, but you're overcome with guilt. You have to learn how to forgive yourself, as Ailey advised. Do you know how to prevent this from happening again? Was it a thoughtless, indiscreet remark? Do you feel as if your Master will hold it against you or that you've breached a newly-forming trust? According to your profile, you're still looking to become a bondage slave as of 2 weeks ago, so I take it you haven't been with this Master for very long. If this is troubling you, then ask him what you can do to make things right between you. If he has elected not to punish you, then it isn't your place to insist upon it.
Best wishes.
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