RedMagic1
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ORIGINAL: kiwisub12 I have a feeling that the first John you get with green teeth, bad breath and BO would completely dispel any fantasy you have of being sexually used. Maybe you need to amend your fantasy to be within a loving relationship, with your dominant organizing this as a scene with people he/she knows and trusts with you. And know to be sexual disease free. An Asian sub friend of mine has a fantasy of giving a man a massage, and he keeps demanding more. She says no, and he arrogantly forces money down her pants, down her shirt, until she gives him everything he wants. So she gets to play with the idea of being a humiliated massage parlor whore, within the context of a positive relationship. OP, I think a creative dom could take your "insane" desire and make something really nice out of it. But being pimped out for real for real isn't hot. It's a job, and, in the US, a pretty shitty one unless you're a woman in a handful of places, like Nevada.
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