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unionkane -> Hello all! (1/5/2014 9:36:11 AM)
ok, so....here's the deal... haha...I meant: "hello :-)" no but here's the deal: the deal is....: THIS!!! All of this - is what I have dreamt...for a long long time..... a place where acceptance is the norm! you have NO idea have long I have wanted this, dreamt of this..... A place where I feel I belong. The feels!! ok, settle down...I can do this!... for so long I have been taught that there is something wrong with me, Im a freak! and I've bought that...I have bowed my head in shame while all I wanted to do was straighten my back and shout: THIS IS... well..not Sparta...but NORMAL!!!! days and nights, tormented in my own thoughts, .... but I AM normal...to ME!!!! imagine my relief, finding this site! realizing: I'm NOT alone! I'm NOT weird!...and also Im NOT special...there ARE others. I have lurked this site for a couple of weeks now and I really cannot express my thanks enough. To the inhabitants of this site for being so...honest...and knowledgeable...and just plain nice! btw, I absolutely ADORE the way you guys call BS when you see it!! I have been so long in the dark and suddenly I learn there is light!!! imagine my amazement!! hahahaha Im such a noob, not when it comes to BDSM - but understand my amazement when I suddenly realize that there IS something called BDSM!!! I frankly had NO idea that there was such a thing - let alone it had a NAME!!! and PEOPLE in it!!! well, I knew about BDSM just not that it was ....organized and had BBS's and stuff....for me it has all been a lonely trip so far. but not anymore! I have found this awesome site and I'll be fvcked if I'll let you go now!!! ok, I'll stop ranting now and just sit back, I've been on the edge of my seat for a while. Best wishes, Chris

Rasciallymisty -> RE: Hello all! (1/5/2014 9:53:44 AM)
LOL awe it sucks that you are not SPECIAL .....damn was hoping we had finally managed to hook someone that was... ( just teasing with you)[;)] Its so nice to have you come out of the dark and into the light of things....oops oh yeah before I forget....HELLO AND WELCOME, its really nice to finally meet you Chris. I won't give you my long winded hello since you already have been here for awhile, but instead just wish you much enjoyment well here and hope that this New Year is a good one to you. psst I think you will fit in rather well here. [:D]

unionkane -> RE: Hello all! (1/5/2014 10:00:31 AM)
Thank you Rasciallymisty, you dont have to give me the long and winded hello, I still remember reading your intro :-) thank you for your greetings and I really appreciate it! and yea...the NOT being special part is a bummer but I'll live...and prolly nag you about it in the years to come... but I thank you for your welcome and I look forward to exchange thaoughts in the future :-)

unionkane -> RE: Hello all! (1/5/2014 10:07:47 AM)
I thank you Rasciallymisty, for responding and therefore making me feel special :-) (and I DO like the tease) new year tends to feel nice and I hop it is a special one for you too! Chris

Blonderfluff -> RE: Hello all! (1/5/2014 10:20:28 AM)
Chris Hahaha. Your excitement is infectious. Welcome ! Glad you stepped out, and finally posted Also, kudos for lurking for a while! Well done on the intro. Have fun, I look forward to seeing and reading your view on things!!

unionkane -> RE: Hello all! (1/5/2014 10:37:09 AM)
thank you Blonderfluff (awesome nick btw) this is a well thought of and deliberate choice by me, and yet I feel this bubbeling excitement, this THING I cant describe other than when you feel like when a song comes on the radio - this awesome song, you cant help yourself but sing along! thats what this site is to me....if you know what I meen.... Chris

D0MBLKMAN2Serve -> RE: Hello all! (1/5/2014 11:21:30 AM)
Welcome and enjoy and ask questions.

unionkane -> RE: Hello all! (1/5/2014 11:33:59 AM)
thank you.....you guy to the the right with the appendage.....you should get that seen to! sorry...I have knack for saying the wrong things

TieMeInKnottss -> RE: Hello all! (1/5/2014 12:06:56 PM)
Oh...please!! my mother used to marvel at my ability to put my foot in my mouth!! Diplomacy is not my strong suit [:D] Hopefully you will participate and share your perspective on things. TMIK

unionkane -> RE: Hello all! (1/5/2014 12:18:30 PM)
I stand corrected! I too have been marvelled at. Foot in mouth was a mere starter.....I have evolved sinced then..... thank you for your reply! :-)

Rasciallymisty -> RE: Hello all! (1/5/2014 1:06:04 PM)
LOL yeah you diff are going to fit in and your welcome. That gitty/want to sing/butterflies in stomach.....is a really cool feeling....hopefully now that you have found it.....when you find that in which you seek it will be even more so.

unionkane -> RE: Hello all! (1/5/2014 1:15:01 PM)
to tell you the truth Misty.....I havent had that feeling for YEARS...... '¨coming here was like getting that NRE, you know? I....really have no words...

Rasciallymisty -> RE: Hello all! (1/5/2014 3:30:19 PM)
Oh I hear you I remember the first time I walked into what was called a newbies room...and I had that A-HAH moment....just like you when I knew I was normal....okay maybe not normal ....but that I was okay. [;)] I meet DJ there and he was just as new as I was. The great thing was that neither of us had clue....we did a lot of lurking, reading, learning and OMG did we ask questions. Thankful the room we had stumbled into was full of awesome people and they actual helped us grow. The second year I stumbled into CM and have been here on and off ever since. In the end we tweek our relationship to fit us and it was the best 4 1/2 years of my life. So yes I soooooooooooooo get that newbie feeling that you are having.....and have been giggling to see how excited you are...its like Christmas everyday !!!!!

shiftyw -> RE: Hello all! (1/5/2014 3:41:22 PM)
Welcome! Glad to have you :)

Kana -> RE: Hello all! (1/5/2014 3:43:35 PM)
quote: imagine my relief, finding this site! realizing: I'm NOT alone! I'm NOT weird!...and also Im NOT special...there ARE others. I remember that moment so well. It was as if the old world had cracked and I could see the shades of a new one, the real one, behind it. I wasn't alone. I wasn't all fubar.I wasn't a creepy pyscho future serial-killer, rapist. All the guilt and shame I'd carried, the crosses I'd impaled myself against, the self-loathing and abhorrence I felt for thinking the way I did about women,for getting aroused at what I did, for the porn I liked and watched and the twisted images in my head, all that fucked up negative shit could start to be pushed aside and I could grow beyond it. Yeah,I think it's safe to say that was literally a life altering moment. Realizing that others felt the way I did,wanted the same things,had the same desires-that blew me away.But discovering that wimmens,as in females,of the opposite sex and all,real living talking eating breathing wenches also felt the same way, and some, some were even turned on by the idea of a guy doing the things I dreamed about-oooooh fuck my man, that changed all the rules of the game. Game got real then. Congrats...and enjoy the moment.Enjoy the time when everything is raw and wide open and new and shiny. It's fucking awesome. Ride that shit forever You're fortunate too,to have come along in this day and age,when so much info is available through so many channels,when BDSM has crawled out of the basement into quasi-kinda sorta acceptability and mainstream knowledge. So grab what ya can. Ask lots of questions.Be a sponge and soak it all in. Learn. Grins But never ever forget they call TTTWD play for a reason-it's supposed to be fun

unionkane -> RE: Hello all! (1/5/2014 3:57:25 PM)
I turn my thanks - especially to Raciallymisty and Kana...you are so fekking spot on!!!!!!! you are actually so spot on I feel a little bit nauscious...like Im gunna throw up.....like this - all of this is a bit too much, you know?? please dont be so spot on!!!! specially Kana.....its spooky, I dont like spooky Chris

unionkane -> RE: Hello all! (1/5/2014 4:01:04 PM)
besides.....I looked at the "who looked at my profile" thing.... scary...... that REALLY shouldnt be an option....

unionkane -> RE: Hello all! (1/6/2014 8:45:00 AM)
I just wanted to take the opportunity to thank you all for all your messages, here and on the other side! I feel special now,damn you!!! :-) just....thanks....bows head Chris

OohAahMrs -> RE: Hello all! (1/7/2014 6:54:59 AM)
Welcome chris, you'll do well here.

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