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DeineSKlavin -> RE: ..realizing your submissive cravings/need...total power exchange (1/25/2014 3:14:51 AM)
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I too have always been service oriented and submissive to others, yet, in my career, I often became the leader running things. I was in my mid 40's when I finally spoke the words out loud, that I was submissive. It was not until 47 that I became Sklavin (slave) with a Total Power Exchange. There had to be mutual respect, trust, and love. He makes all the decisions. I own nothing, it is all His. I submit, surrender, and serve willingly. To please Him is very fulfilling. I am still intelligent, I still am consulted for my thoughts on a given matter, but, He makes the decisions, right or wrong, and we go with them. If they need changed, we do that too. No repercussions, no I told you so, none of that. My job is to make His life easier and keep things operating smoothly. It is not all one sided; I obey and please Him; in return, he takes care of me, protects me, provides for me. It works for us and we are both happy with it. Should there be a time when He cannot or is unable to take control or make a decision (medical reason, work travel and unable to contact, that kind of thing,) I have been told to act as I thought He would with His blessing and support. He does not micromanage, I can and do choose to dress in a manner pleasing to Him, prepare dinners He enjoys, keep the home clean and running smoothly. I do not control finances at all. I gave Him this willingly. I do have access, but do not have to deal with the monthly bills. Since we are in a M/s TPE relationship, there are Rules to be adhered to. Nothing off the wall or humiliating, just Rules Herrchen gave and are followed without argue. I hope this gives you some insight. It's how it works for us as we live it 24/7.
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