slutchristina -> My Slut Day (1/20/2014 11:55:27 PM)
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Appreciate any feedback. This is the real account of a recent weekend. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I've been without a Mistress for a few years now. There have been a few Dommes here and there, but no one like Ms Liz. No one who completely owned me and had me as her slave. Yes I said slave and not sub. I was Ms Liz' slave and she could have me do anything. Alas, she has moved out of the country and I have been abandoned. This story is not about Ms Liz. This story is about how a sub who has been alone for so long copes with the loneliness. I was being trained as a sub slut and I decided to restart my training all by myself. I decided to return to that sub space that I used to love being in and see what I can do feel even a little bit like that...all by myself. During my training, I was taught how to "transform" into a slut for my Mistress. I decided that on this Sunday, I am going to have my "slut day". When I woke up around 10AM, I knew this was the day and was quite excited thinking about what lay ahead. Here is an account of my whole day. If its too graphic, I apologize, but I make no excuses for it and I must say that even in hindsight, I enjoyed it quite a bit. I started out by making myself a light breakfast, something like huevos rancheros along with a few glasses of mimosas, with some fresh orange juice and a nice rose champagne. I could barely contain my excitement as I thought about all the things that I was going to do that day. Enough fantasizing. Time to start acting! I first got some stuff ready. Pulled things out of their secret hiding places and laid them all on the bed. More about these "things" as the story unfolds. First up was to get a bath running. This is a luxurious bath, with bath salts, lots of bubbles and foam. I also chose a girly lavender aroma and made sure that everything matched. Then came the candles, also lavender...smiles. As the bath was running, I took care of my personal hygiene. That included mouth wash, flossing, and a double enema making sure I was all clean from the inside. I then brought the champagne that was still chilling in the ice bucket from the mimosas earlier and placed it on the ledge of the tub and poured myself a glass. I also started up the AVN award winning movie "The Submission of Emma Marx" on my iPad and set that at a reasonable viewing distance. I then sloooowly immersed myself into the hot tub. It was very hot to start with. I almost wanted to cool it down with some cold water, but I started to get used to it slowly, my attention diverted to the movie that was playing and my senses mellowing with the champagne that I was sipping. Soon I found myself relaxing and enjoying the bath, getting excited as the plot of the movie unfolded and the bubbles lathered me up and i touched and scrubbed myself all over. Of course as a part of my slut training, Mistress made sure that I always groomed myself just as a proper slut should. I mean leaving a tiny, two finger, V shaped landing strip... giggles... Of course everything else was shaved and made smooth all over. Mistress would have been proud of her slut during inspection. Then the tub was drained and after a body wash, I felt clean and was smelling really nice all over. The movie was still on, but I may have not been paying attention. Still, it set the mood, so I didnt turn it off. The champagne was all done though. Wearing a towel around my body, I gathered up some of the lotions (Shea butter from Bath and Body) that I had identified earlier and took the iPad over to the bed. I rarely use lotion on a regular basis, as most guys would attest. However, today I was a slut. I wanted my body to feel smooth and soft to the touch. I first started with the Nivea aftershave balm and spread and massaged that all over those freshly shaved parts. Ouchhhhh. That sweet stinging sensation. I then used one of the body lotions and started to give myself a massage. I started at my toes and moved up to my feet and calves and thighs and massaged the lotion into me. I repeated with the other leg, taking my time. Then I turned over and lay down on my stomach, chin on the pillow, watching the movie, but my legs were spread. I poured some more lotion on my ass and really massaged every nook and cranny of my ass and surrounding areas. That sting of the aftershave balm started to disappear as I felt the lotion get absorbed all over. Everything was feeling really nice and smooth and moisturized. I flipped over again and started a deeper massage of my front. I was leaking clear precum profusely and I realized that if I kept up this pace I would cum really soon. Knowing very well how my (and probably every man's) body reacts, I was afraid that my slut day would end even before it started. I can see now why Mistress used to love taking me through those cycles of tease and denial over and over again and how I would be willing, even begging to do anything for her, just to allow me to cum. This time, being all by myself, the challenge would be harder. But I was determined to not ruin my day for a momentary lapse of reason. I gave that slutty clit a few more strokes with lotion and told myself that I would not touch that appendage for the rest of the day. I wish I had a chastity device available, but I didnt. I then continued to apply lotion over the rest of my body, albeit only the places that I could reach. After I was all nicely massaged, I just lay there on the bed, naked, relaxed, heart racing a little bit from anticipation. The movie also ended, which made me realize that it had probably been about 2 hrs since I started. I then started to get dressed up as a slut. First was a pair of black thigh high stockings with lace top. Ooooo the feeling of nylon as i put them on one at a time, caressing my legs, fussing with the lace top, adjusting the seams. After that I put on a pair of 4" CFM heels. I loved how sexy my legs looked as I looked at myself in a full length mirror. I then got the red butt plug that I had pulled out and some of that warming liquid lube. With a little bit of effort and enough lube I managed to stuff that plug inside me as a gasp escaped my lips. I couldnt remember the last time I had myself stuffed, but it felt soooo good. After some adjusting, I tried walking a few steps to get used to the plug as I re-learned walking with heels. Next I chose a tiny thong with a lace top and a band that was tiny but strong enough to support the base of the plug. Remember how I decided not to touch myself so I dont blow it, pun intended ... giggles? I made sure that I did not touch myself but I did skim off that leaky clitty and rubbed those juices all over, keeping everything nice and wet. The thong was tiny enough that the tip of my clitty would peak out above the lace band, yet snug enough that the plug was held in place nicely. After a few more walks, acting like a model, and posing in front of the mirror checking out my legs, I was happy with the way I looked so far. Those high heels really make my calves nice and taut. I was getting really comfortable (and liking) walking and feeling that nylon brush against my skin, and that plug filling me up and my hips swaying to keep my balance. I decided to head to the kitchen and fix me another drink. I chose a nice bottle of wine that was chilling in the fridge, poured myself a glass and got back to my dress up. I would have ideally chosen a matching bra with my black lace thong and black lace top thigh highs. But I am unfortunately a little hairy along my torso and I wanted that covered up. I have this sexy black lace one piece with a halter top. Putting it on shows off a deep cleavage and the bottom of the dress just barely covers my ass. Soooo sexy and slutty. I mean hooker slutty ... giggles. Another look at the mirror from all angles, front, back and sides. Definitely satisfied with the get up. Another few sips of wine and I decided I needed some make up. I guess if I was going to be seeing Mistress, I might have paid more attention to my make up. But I just picked the sluttiest red lipstick that I has access to and put that on, making sure that those lips looked full and luscious and shiny and bright....giggles... That was it, no eye makeup or foundation or nails. Maybe next time. Now that I was all dressed up, I felt ready to start the next part of my "slut day", which was, you guessed it, be a slut! I knew that I wanted to feel like a naughty slut and also feel like I was serving an invisible Mistress doing all the things that she would probably want me to do. It required a little more planning before I set the next part of the plan in motion. I first made a small plate of hors d'oeuvres with bite size snacks, stuff that you could pick up from the plate with your mouth without using your hands. I also topped off my wine glass and put a straw in there, to be able to drink without using my hands. I then proceeded to get the cords of the 2 silk robes that I own and a leather belt. I set the plate of snacks and the wine glass on a bedside table, adjusted some of the other toys I was going to use on the bed and started another movie on my iPad called "Performers of the Year 2013". This time the iPad was connected to a flatscreen TV and the images of everyone on TV was ohhhh soooo beautiful! I wanted to be like them sooo badddd...giggles.... As the movie started, I proceeded to tie myself up. I first took the leather belt and secured my ankles together. Fairly tight, but not uncomfortable. I then took one of the silk cords and tied my knees together. I could feel my nylon clad legs nice and snug and secured together comfortably. The next part was something that I have practiced in the past, but it took some doing. It was to tie my wrists together using one free hand and my teeth. But I needed to leave a gap of about six inches for something I am about to explain. This gap allows me to get my feet through my hands and with a little twist at the waist, I have my hands tied and behind my back. Its a little uncomfortable to start with but as I start to relax and loosen up, I get used to my hands tied behind my back. I take a moment to consider my situation. Here I am, all dressed up like a slut, plugged and tied up with very little movement possible, yet feeling incredibly sexy and naughty with the feeling of the fabric and the wine and the movie playing. Its been nearly 4 hours since my slut day started and I think I have managed to tease myself to a frenzy. I am glad that I have made it impossible for me to touch my clitty with my hands as I have no doubt that it would blow...giggles... Although frustrated about my limited mobility and slight discomfort, I decided to relax and enjoy the situation. There were these gorgeous girls on TV doing nasty, slutty things. I was watching them, and sipping wine through the straw and having snacks and rubbing myself on the fabric. It was nice. But I am ambitious. I knew that I could be like those sluts on TV. I knew I could do what they were doing. I adjusted myself so I was kneeling on the bed, my hands still behind my back and my palms resting on my ass. I kept my feet so that they were still comfortable tied at the ankles and the knees. I was still wearing my heels. The "other" toy that I was referring to earlier was a 7" dong with a suction cup that I had placed on a platform (like a laptop stand). It almost matched the strapon that Mistress liked to use on me. Also only on the tip of the dong, was a grape flavored condom that I had placed before I got myself all tied up. I then proceeded to do exactly what the sluts on tv were doing.. i think...giggles. I managed to use only my lips to get the condom all unrolled on that cock. My lipstick leaving a red trail along the way. When Katsuni was choking up trying to deep throat someone, I wasnt going to be left behind. I didnt think that deep throating needed practice! LOL! I was gagging and spitting and tearing up all over that dong. I was trying to balance myself as best I could by holding myself around my waist, but kneeling and sucking on that dong, trying to keep up with the sluts on tv was quite challenging... and gratifying..and naughty...and sexy!! I think by now, I couldnt have been teased any more. I was dying to be fucked senseless like the bitch that I was feeling like and I felt that I deserved it. I managed to wiggle and get my tied hands in front of me and untie the silk cord that held my knees together. Phew! Its such a relief to be able to spread your legs! Who knew!...giggles... I then wiggled out of my panties but couldnt take them off completely since my ankles were still bound together. They just came off and stayed around my ankles above that belt. But that naughty clit was sooooo hard and soo wet. I was aching to touch it. It took a lot of will power to not touch it. The butt plug came off next. OMG I had never felt such relief before (or so i thought) and felt my insides tingling. My hands were still tied so it was a little awkward doing these things but I was still able to use them. Another sip of wine through the straw and I was ready to ride! I got some more lube deposited on the tip of that dong and positioned myself, kinda reverse cowgirl, straddling the platform where this dong was stuck to. Its been a very long time since Mistress had used her strapon with me and I had forgotten the feeling. I guess I was being too cautious trying to balance myself and stuff. I slipped! My knee gave away and I collapsed on top of that dong. Godddd I screamed out loud! That cock was impaled inside me all the way in. I was sure I must have injured myself or tore something. But after some breathing and trying to relax, I started to feel better. It was still huge and that butt plug I had in me earlier felt small by now. I think it had done its job in loosening me up and I was glad nothing bad had happened. So, just as a slut in this position would do, I started riding it, slowly at first, faster and harder later. I felt if come all the way out and go all the way back in over and over. My clitty was semi erect, but very engorged and still spewing its juices all over my thighs. Pleased as I was with myself, I noticed on tv that the slut was being fucked deep by one guy and as she tried to scream, her mouth was stuffed by another cock. Of course I wasnt going to let that slut get the better of me. Not now while I was riding this dong like a rodeo champ. So I picked up the butt plug that lay in front of me and took it in my mouth. Its base was huge and it took quite some effort relaxing my jaw as I managed to get my lips around the base of that butt plug. Mmmm now I felt like I was a 2 hole slut and started to ride that dong even harder, my eyes glued to the tv, tearing up from trying to suck on that plug and still breathe through my nose. I guess that was about as much my body could take and I felt what can only be described as an internal full body orgasm build inside me. As I rode that dong harder, I felt a tingling deep inside my gut. I felt something throb and pulse and radiate. I felt something inside me start to squeeze and release, its frequency growing rapidly. I looked down and saw myself shooting my white cum all over as I bounced up and down on that dong. The movements reduced drastically but the sensations kept growing and I felt like I came like a teenager. I was shaking and feeling my whole body tingling. I was screaming out loud, moaning and the plug fell away from my mouth. I was still kneeling with my tied hands resting on my thighs. I was barely able to move but that cock was deep inside me, balls deep. I was panting, sweating, tired, spent. Looks like the scene on the tv had changed and the slut had cum all over her face. There was another girl who started kissing her and licking it all up and sharing that. Mistress had trained me to be a cum slut. I knew I was one. I knew what had to be done. I got off the dong buried in my ass, and like a nice dog licked everything I had sprayed. Licked every drop that I could find, sometimes just rubbing my nose and face in it. I was soooo tired and fulfilled and happy. I think I had a smile on my face as I faded away and took a nap. To be continued....
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