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briefNcounters -> RE: BriefNcounters - Journal Entries on the Journey (5/5/2014 7:21:27 AM)
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JOURNAL 06/05/14
Sir -
In our relationship
I give over total control of my heart, my mind, my body and my soul to You, my Master.
Ironically, it gave me a sense of freedom to be constrained within Your strict guidelines during our session, Sir.
The degree of trust involved is phenomenal, the dynamic is powerful.
To hand my very being over to someone, in totality...
To say “Here, take this. Please look after it. Nurture it, discipline it, improve it” is so far beyond the periphery of my vanilla persona, she is indistinguishable to those who know her thus.
I recognise too the immense responsibility on Sir’s part - another’s life to balance, to mould and to shape.
I appreciate that Sir does what He does for me.
I know He has my best interests at heart.
I will obey my Master’s commands, perceived harsh or otherwise and in whatever company, as befits my submissive status.
Whenever in His presence and not just within four walls, my Master’s word is absolute.
In those defining moments, even if for just a few hours
The culmination of trust, truth and obedience frees me.
I respect my Master’s offer of power, as I know He respects my offer of submission.
As Your sub I give it willingly, Sir.
My Master gives me a renewed sense of purpose, of value, of love and of being
And for that I thank You, Sir.
I thank my Sir too for sharing His bed, a privilege I was proud to have earned;
For giving me that which I craved –
Touch, affection, belief. Strong arms engulfing my body, liquefying my fears and all my self-doubts.
For allowing me to worship my Master’s manhood
For the opportunity to pleasure Him, worship Him, obey Him
For discipline where discipline is warranted.
For investing Sir’s time, effort and energies into this sub’s improvement.
And for honouring this sub with Your collar – the greatest gift of all.
Thank you - my Master, my Sir, my mentor.
subK.xx
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