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Joined: 11/21/2004 Status: offline
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i am helena, i'm married, and W/we have been interested in the lifestyle for about 2 years. i have been floundering about on collar me and have been told i change my mind everyday. so i do, and my Master knows this. It seems like it may be harder to get into this after 27 years of marriage. That has been the reason that I have floundered about so much. I have been reading some of the questions and answers on message board and it has helped me alot. So I have decided to slow down and look inside before I tell anyone what I want, because, well, the next day its like im embarassed I said it. My Master and myself have pretty good communication though. We don't have secrets. One of the things that really struck me was the Master who said something about newbies and the fantasies. So I thought I better let things lay awhile and see if I am sure in a month or so of thinking about it first. Thank you for being here. It is where I should have gone in the first place instead of diving into dangerous waters, so to speak, but I have only myself to blame, I'm an older gal, but not maybe just a little on the naive side.
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