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darchChylde -> My sometimes Dominant submissive. (6/4/2014 7:03:04 AM)
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I had fractured 2 ribs in a coughing fit about 3 months ago and three days ago I fractured two more ribs I my mid back, causing even greater pain and far less ability to do the things around the apartment (which I take as my responsibility since she's the one actually working her ass off to keep rent pain and me full.
So I told my loving submissive of my worry of becoming depressed due to my feeling of helplessness, hell even making love is almost too painful and my having an orgasm can ruin my day through pain (think of what moves when you yawn and stretch).
My submissive chyldeschylde, has decided the she needed to be my part time Dominant during the important first two weeks of healing an injury that cannot be truly treated as the best way to take care of her Dominant (myself, a long time and long term submissive before our relationship).
To wit, has given me a 2 week assignment that is threefold. First I have to groom myself, since she knows much of my confidence comes from my appearance and that I am usually too sleepy from pills or too afraid of the pain to do anything but keep clean and let myself get scruffy.
Second I have to get something productive done, even if its something very small because mostly my depression stems from feeling helpless or useless.
And finally, since it's hard to be negative and still be thankful I have to each day give three things that I'm thankful for.
Today I am going to shower, shave and go to Social Security (which will be a major task as i can't afford to be jostled around on a crowded bus (which they all are with Muni's Sick Our) and will walk it there and back.
Finally, i am grateful for a love that is not afraid to be exactly what I need when I need it. I am also grateful for after several years actually having a home that I contribute to and that is actually in my name. And 3rd I am grateful to the many people who have loved and supported me that helps me to become exactly who I wanted to be.
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