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yc1984 -> difficult decisions at some point of life. (12/5/2014 8:36:28 AM)
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Recently I met a Mistress online who is not asking for tribute, and she is only two hours away from me, she is in her 38 living with her 14-year-old girl, and she is a single mum. She said that she was born to be dominant and really enjoys all these kinky thing so much. At first I didn't believe but after weeks of intense online conversation and phone chat we have a thorough understanding towards each other and she is so real. She was not good-looking but I can feel that she is a real dominant woman, she could read me, we can feel each other, instead of pretending or scam. Last week we met in a coffee shop near her and after some jokes and laugh I went to her home nearby and she started her training with me. She said that I could stay in her home for three days before her daughter's back from the school at the weekend. I didn't even believe my eye and I don't believe what was happening. I am 30-year-old submissive male who has looked for real female dom for many years and finally met my first one. There were some chains and lots of padlocks, collars, fist mitt, and tails in her flat. I didn't believe that but the only explanation may be that she was really not a good-looking woman, at first I was also hesitated about her invitation to her home for a 3-day training but I decided I should give it a try. It was amazing, it was the first time in my life that I experienced a dog slave and serve a female as a slave. She had my hands locked in the fist mitt, collared, leashed and have my collar chained to the ring as I sleep on the hard floor during the night and she went to bed. because of excitement and discomfort on the floor I could hardly sleep on the first night, in the very early morning I was awoken from restless sleep by the stirring of my mistress and at that time I couldn't sleep again on the hard floor. I didn't feel it fun anymore and I desperately wanted to get back to my soft bed, but I knew I couldn't give up at that point, she then fed me on a dog bowl with a cold boiled egg prepared the night before, it had a slight unpleasant smell but she ruffled my head saying it was cooked last night but kept well, and told me not to worry because she always wanted her puppy healthy but this was a training. She then threatened if I didn't show more appreciation for my cold egg then she would start serving me real dog food.
I then ate up my breakfast.
I was then left butterflies in my stomach for another few hours after she went out for shopping and I was left locked in the living room. She returned with bags of foods and unlocked me and required me to clean her boot with cloth first and then lick them. I did it, but I was quite exhausted and didn't really feel a lot of fun, but during the time, I erected and subsided regularly, of course she didn't allow me to masturbate and it was not even probably on her list of priorities.
She could tease me and she could read me, of course I know she did it because she did really enjoy it. Sometimes she would do things i don't really enjoy but she would also read me and did something to reward me. She spent a lot of time letting me knee down and teaching me , talking to me, but I was warned to remain silent or be punished. She told me a lot of her stories and her past and by the end of the 3-day, she said that in long run she at last wanted a permanent slave at home serving her full-time, from household work to personal caring. She said she wanted that because she thought female should always had power over male and her life will be much easier to have a free slave/puppy around her.
She told me to get back home to think about her ideas and she said she won't force me into full-time after many years, she said as a permanent slave of her, I will also have to have her name tattoo on my body as an indication of her property, but it's all only an early stage of suggestion.
My conclusion , confusion , and questions
1 . I didn't really believe my eyes, what I always dreamed of, had really happened, she is not a perfect beautiful woman though.
2. One night after she bathed and had her body partially dried with towel, she came out and instructed me to lick her ass and body clean. I am not really into licking and I was hesitated, of course I could escape from that and licked her ass and vagina, I didn't enjoy, and I swallowed a lot of her sweat and moisture on her body. I'd like to know if it would cause any possible health risks?
3. Although it really happened, I'd like to know - Is it really this kind of kinki woman in the world? or is she trying to look for something else by this mean?
I was alert in her home looking around and I've got mental preparation that she had some hidden cameras and threatened for large sum of cash with copies of the video of me nude in bondage...but I could accept myself as a 'kinky' star in the worst case scenarios. In addition to that, could anyone help guess if this woman has any evil plan than just simply looking for a slave, or simply because I am just too lucky to meet this lady?
4. Looking back to the three days of full time training, I should comment that only 40% of the time I felt enjoyable, and I was like suffering in the rest 60% of the time. However, for many years I have been looking for this kind of lifestyle........... how can I do better to be more enjoyable the next time I am invited to training
5. yesterday she instructed me to write a report explaining how I felt during the time and what is my commitment to her in the near future - whether I would like to slowly give up my job / career or work as a part time ....
I once married in 25 and got divorced two years late and luckily I have no kids, what do you think..
thanks Good night
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