needlesandpins -> RE: Memory music.... (3/14/2015 8:44:08 AM)
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Yes, I certainly have some. this one will have me in tears every time I hear it because it kind of sums up how both the love of my life, and I were with each other. we never got to be together as we should have been because I said no, regretted it, and then he died when I was 30. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J_cVCtw7iLA however, if I hear anything by Poison it will make me think of him, and smile. only because we were once at a music festival together, I randomly picked up a CD of theirs, and he told me that if I bought it he'd disown me and leave me there on my own lol this one puts me right back in the moment that I thought I had the yard to myself at work. I was 17, and dancing in the middle of the yard with a sweeping brush singing at the top of my voice. spun around to find a group of liveries had turned up, and were watching me at the top of the yard [:)][:@] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bDkDsMDFkJY this was one of my favourite bands at the time, and I've listened to them on and off for years. I now have ME/CFS, and a couple of weeks ago had to have all the stuff stripped off my laptop to have work done on it. I wanted to look this song up on youtube, and had a complete brain fog moment. It wasn't that I couldn't remember the name of it, I couldn't recall anything except the visual of the band. everything else was blank. it's scary, and frustrating. it seems that I have a habit of singing songs around people that have significance to them linked to other people. when I was at work I found myself singing Ella Fitzgerald's Summertime every time I was around a particular lady. I apologised to her as this meant that I wasn't engaging with her as I should have been, and I felt rude. she said that she didn't mind at all, that she enjoyed my singing, and that her husband had sang that song to her all the time. it happened with my ex playmate too with a song I couldn't get out of my head all day, and wasn't even aware that I knew that well. he told me not to sing it as it was one of his dad's. with an ex work mate it was The Windmills of your Mind. she'd lost her dad to cancer, but he used to hum that tune all the time. There are others too, and I can't hear any of them without thinking of the people they are linked to. needles
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