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Master wants the darker side of me - 4/10/2015 5:29:14 PM

sapphirelace

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Hi,

I am owned and loving every minute of it. right now it is online due to his work keeps him away alot of the time. we have been Master/slave since last Oct. I have been sending him videos of me doing things for him that he likes and i truely enjoy making the vids for him. I sent him 4 vdieos today one of which was of my ass as he loves my ass and his was responese was that he 'loved it but was waiting for me to fart'....mmmmmm i said 'what' and he repeated. he said he knows the conventional side of me and the vanilla side of me but what he wants is the unconvetional, darker, dirter side of me...couple of things he said today is anything you won't normally share or is private isn't anymore with me and that your body is mine no secrets no privacy which i found very erotic. So i want to honor those comments and send vids of me being unconventional and darker but i have no idea. Any Masters out there please feel free to offer a suggestion as to what i can send my wonderful Master. names he's love saying to me are; he use pigslut as my name a lot and calls my titties udders....so please can someone help me with this? i so want to keep pleaseing my Master

Thank you for your time

slave allison aka pigslut

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RE: Master wants the darker side of me - 4/10/2015 6:17:34 PM

dreamlady

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This is beyond the realm of my experience, allison, but I do have some concerns about where this videotaping activity of yours is heading. You say your on-line Master wants to see the unconventional, darker and dirtier side of you, and yet you have "no idea" what he would want to see. It seems strange that he has not told you.

You vaguely make reference to your job in your journal. Before you do anything which you cannot take back, does your Master know where you work, what your real name is, and do you know any personally identifiable information about him?

I take it he has told you that you are to remain an on-line D/s for now due to his work obligations. How far away are you from one another (roughly, as an estimate) that you cannot meet in real time?

Since you have been his slave for about 6 months, is there some other reason why there are no plans in the works for the two of you to meet in person? I see from your profile that you went from being owned, to being disowned, to being owned again, and now you've recently changed your sexual orientation so that you can explore being with a woman, which your Master has given you permission to do. Is this so that you can videotape an encounter and send it to him?

I have to tell you that I am seeing red flags all over this, but I have a feeling that it won't make much of a difference to you at this juncture.

Please feel free to clarify any of the above.

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RE: Master wants the darker side of me - 4/10/2015 9:46:31 PM

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" he loves my ass and his was responese was that he 'loved it but was waiting for me to fart'..........he wants is the unconvetional, darker, dirter side of me..."

So poop on the camera and get it over with already. Just trying to help.

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RE: Master wants the darker side of me - 4/11/2015 1:20:33 AM

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Thank you Dreamlady for your response. i guess i should have mentioned the things i have done for him...i have pissed in my panities for him, wrote on myself with a marker those things aren't what i would consider dark or dirty but it was what he wanted. he just said surprise me..he does know where and what i do for wotk, he does knwo my real name and cell phone nuber and yes i know more about him than he thinks i know. i know his full name and occupation and where is lives. he travels a lot for his job his gone for 3 months home for 2 months and no he is not in the service....he live in So Cal and i live in Northern Cal..our income is a wide range apart meaning he makes a lot and i just live above proverty basically..i don't know what the future holds for us i just live in the moment and i can say that with him in my life it's great, when we were apart i was miserable. Maybe i am a little green as i have only been in BDSM for about 3 years but the doms i have had in the past and Master i have had none of them have affected me the way this Master has. physically, emotionally and mentally. Online relations a different than real time i understand that but it is the way it has to be for now and i am ok with it.....i hope i have answered some of your concerns...

Thank you very much!

slave allison

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RE: Master wants the darker side of me - 4/11/2015 8:11:58 AM

WinsomeDefiance

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Kudos, for finding something/someone that brings you your bliss.

My thinking on this:
I won't put on video anything I couldn't sit before a jury/judge and defend; and definitely not anything that I'd be ashamed for my children to come across. As I've actually sat before a judge to defend our club's rights against an unlawful eviction, I can assure you it isn't pleasant even if you are there willingly on your own behalf.

Shit happens, be willing and able to own your actions - especially if you put it on video - or don't do it.

WinD

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RE: Master wants the darker side of me - 4/11/2015 7:17:54 PM

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All I can think about is what if you folks break up? If he knows all about you, how will you feel if he sends these pictures to your mother. Or your employer.

Revenge porn is real. If you're not okay with this being spread all through the net, then this isn't something you've thought through.

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RE: Master wants the darker side of me - 4/11/2015 9:39:11 PM

sapphirelace

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i hope it doesn't get to that but if he does i do have his work address which he gave me and i could do just as much damage to him as him to me.....hopefully it will never come to that.....

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RE: Master wants the darker side of me - 4/11/2015 10:01:49 PM

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Demand to meet face to face and see what happens. My experience tells me is he is a player, getting off when you send him videos. I'd bet my tax return he is either married or lives in his mom's basement, Get a clue, act your age and LEARN from this---

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RE: Master wants the darker side of me - 4/11/2015 11:44:45 PM

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sapphirelace is a pretty screen name, allison. I had a hunch that limited finances had something to do with this, and that by videotapes you meant you are recording on your cell phone and sending your Master those short snippets, or that the reason why your foray into taped exhibitionism hasn't gone into Skype sessions is due to your not having a webcam. There are two reasons why your Master hasn't gotten you set up for more interactive on-line D/s.

(1.a) He can't afford to set you up, or else (b) He doesn't want to make this investment, seeing as to how he can afford this much better than you can. Men will find a way to pay for their hobbies, particularly their addictive and/or prurient ones -- They will rob Peter to pay Paul, if they have to.
On/off ownership over a 6-month period, and what type of D/s commitment has he made to you in any tangible sense?

(2) Your Master is married or living with another woman (could be in mom's basement!). He has no intention of ever meeting or interacting with you in real life, dear.

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ORIGINAL: DesFIP
All I can think about is what if you folks break up? If he knows all about you, how will you feel if he sends these pictures to your mother. Or your employer.

Revenge porn is real. If you're not okay with this being spread all through the net, then this isn't something you've thought through.

There's just no talking sense to folks when they're subfevered. It's like dealing with teenagers who fall in with the wrong crowd, or warning your girlfriend who is in a state of unshakeable denial that the bad boy she's hooking up with will only use her and then dump her, leaving her heart shattered in a thousand pieces.

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ORIGINAL: catize
Demand to meet face to face and see what happens. My experience tells me is he is a player, getting off when you send him videos. I'd bet my tax return he is either married or lives in his mom's basement, Get a clue, act your age and LEARN from this---

I'll bet my bottom dollar that OP already knows this or suspects her Master already has a primary partner and family to support, and doesn't care. She can't call him or reach him at certain times or days of the week, no doubt.

DreamLady

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RE: Master wants the darker side of me - 4/12/2015 4:32:26 AM

sapphirelace

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WOW all i asked was for a few suggestion and instead i got 50 shades of how to deconstruck my relationship with my Master. I didn't ask for any advice on our relationship but thank you anyway for you 10 cents...he is married but separated and no he doesn't live with mommy in a basement...

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RE: Master wants the darker side of me - 4/12/2015 4:33:54 AM

ExiledTyrant

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quote:

ORIGINAL: sapphirelace

WOW all i asked was for a few suggestion and instead i got 50 shades of how to deconstruck my relationship with my Master. I didn't ask for any advice on our relationship but thank you anyway for you 10 cents...he is married but separated and no he doesn't live with mommy in a basement...

No one advised you to deconstruct your relationship, they offered concern and suggestions on how to protect yourself.

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RE: Master wants the darker side of me - 4/12/2015 4:57:13 AM

shiftyw

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quote:

ORIGINAL: sapphirelace

WOW all i asked was for a few suggestion and instead i got 50 shades of how to deconstruck my relationship with my Master. I didn't ask for any advice on our relationship but thank you anyway for you 10 cents...he is married but separated and no he doesn't live with mommy in a basement...

Uh huh.

I haven't said anything.

But...
Everyone is concerned your master could not be who you thought he was and next thing you know, all your co-workers have a video of you farting...

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RE: Master wants the darker side of me - 4/12/2015 5:05:43 AM

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quote:

ORIGINAL: sapphirelace

Thank you Dreamlady for your response. i guess i should have mentioned the things i have done for him...i have pissed in my panities for him, wrote on myself with a marker those things aren't what i would consider dark or dirty but it was what he wanted. he just said surprise me..he does know where and what i do for wotk, he does knwo my real name and cell phone nuber and yes i know more about him than he thinks i know. i know his full name and occupation and where is lives. he travels a lot for his job his gone for 3 months home for 2 months and no he is not in the service....he live in So Cal and i live in Northern Cal..our income is a wide range apart meaning he makes a lot and i just live above proverty basically..i don't know what the future holds for us i just live in the moment and i can say that with him in my life it's great, when we were apart i was miserable. Maybe i am a little green as i have only been in BDSM for about 3 years but the doms i have had in the past and Master i have had none of them have affected me the way this Master has. physically, emotionally and mentally. Online relations a different than real time i understand that but it is the way it has to be for now and i am ok with it.....i hope i have answered some of your concerns...

Thank you very much!

slave allison

Why do you know more about him than he thinks you know? Why not tell him you know those things and see how he reacts. If you don't tell him then surely you are keeping secrets from him?

There are some really concerned posts here Allison, not because people are trying to ruin your fun but because any of us who have been around for any length of time have seen women like you over and over again and it usually doesn't end well for the female. Why, with all these alarm bells, would people here give you advice on how to entertain a potential predator?

What you describe sounds like sexual grooming which btw is incredibly common on sites like this. A deviant prowls sites like this looking out for someone who's fairly new, very gullible and incredibly submissive. I can't tell you how many women, just like you, have come to these boards over the years describing frightening stories like yours. Not all end badly but most do.

You need to meet up. Before you go further down this dark path you need to know his intentions are genuine. You owe that to your good self.

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RE: Master wants the darker side of me - 4/12/2015 2:55:53 PM

sapphirelace

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I will take your concerns to heart and discuss with my Master his intentions. I just didn't think my post would create all these concerns Thank you and i do mean that really...

slave allison

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RE: Master wants the darker side of me - 4/24/2015 2:25:05 PM

MasterDrakkula

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Online double red alert name the star trek episode without looking it up and as long as you live in the same street I will deliver unto thee a bottle of finest chardonnay. I presume you have its number phone cell whatever you lot call it. Please do not tell me its via this sites white box or some dodgy email or kik. If you are to become the possession of another in whole, or part you require more - reality if you like for want of a better word. I like reality myself i have disdain for anything-less, if you catch my drift and I am sure that you do.

Men (well I) are simple creatures we like our cats and muffins and cheap chardonnay and those rare women with the most delicious souls - number so few, they do, and the recess of their mind would put nearly all men to shame and in a state of agog - so the ones i talk to and date have this tis why I like them.

My soul I lay bare often like the mighty plate of muffins. And women are naughty devils and their thoughts not many men know this – and that is the tastiest bit about them if you ever get to know them and them you – not profound words let me think. Well I have asked less than a dozen to tell me

Hmm what was the question again oh a fart gag

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RE: Master wants the darker side of me - 4/25/2015 12:01:40 AM

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ORIGINAL: sapphirelace

'loved it but was waiting for me to fart'....

Bottle them and have them shipped over to where he lives.

Stock up on cabbage and broccoli, and you'll have a fair old production line going and more bottles of farts than he can get through in a waking day.

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ORIGINAL: sapphirelace

Thank you for your time

A pleasure.

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RE: Master wants the darker side of me - 4/25/2015 10:31:57 AM

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lol...you show him your bum and he says 'I love it but im waiting for you to fart'

how did you not laugh..then click ignore....delete

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