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SapphireServant -> RE: May I Ask You A Question? (Wait, I Just Did!) (10/17/2015 12:40:38 PM)
I feel the same way.

SapphireServant -> RE: May I Ask You A Question? (Wait, I Just Did!) (10/17/2015 12:41:56 PM)
This is a nice and interesting discussion so far...^.^

Greta75 -> RE: May I Ask You A Question? (Wait, I Just Did!) (10/18/2015 11:56:37 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: SapphireServant I'm not so certain. I always felt bad for anybody suffering, even in minor ways. I always seem to feel their pain in a sympathetic sort of way. How about someone who has caused you alot of pain and misery intentionally? Although I do not like to be involve in causing anybody sufferings or pain, and I avoid taking any actions to do that to anybody I hate, but when ppl who has done me wrong, suffers, I feel kinda happy. And I am guilt free because my hands are clean. Karma is just doing it's work.

SapphireServant -> RE: May I Ask You A Question? (Wait, I Just Did!) (10/20/2015 4:20:49 AM)
I once I had a Master who was absolutely horrible to me. Whenever he was around I would shake and studder, and he would punish me for that. One day he got into a fight with another Dom, he used his whip and my Master was covered in slashes. I wanted to be happy so bad, to smile and walk away, but I could not. I instead stayed by his side and helped him get up. He is much more powerful and stronger now, and I fear him more than ever. I haven't seen him in awhile. But I do wonder why it is I seem incapable if hatred. I believe I can't hate what I have once loved, and I loved him...

Greta75 -> RE: May I Ask You A Question? (Wait, I Just Did!) (10/20/2015 7:13:02 AM)
quote: ORIGINAL: SapphireServant I once I had a Master who was absolutely horrible to me. Whenever he was around I would shake and studder, and he would punish me for that. One day he got into a fight with another Dom, he used his whip and my Master was covered in slashes. I wanted to be happy so bad, to smile and walk away, but I could not. I instead stayed by his side and helped him get up. He is much more powerful and stronger now, and I fear him more than ever. I haven't seen him in awhile. But I do wonder why it is I seem incapable if hatred. I believe I can't hate what I have once loved, and I loved him... I think it is good that you cannot hate. For me, I am an eye for an eye kind of person. I seldom "turn the other cheek". Although I would never resolve my issues with anybody through violence or anything illegal or against the law. But I don't forgive or forget anything. And I believe in karma, so usually energy in the universe sorts it self out and so far in life, I always see karma working in my favour to those who have wrong me, so when justice is served, I feel happy. I think though in your scenario, you chose your master, and you chose one who makes you tremble and scared. So you do know you had a choice in that situation too and play a part in enabling him to do what he does to you. Things like that, I would take responsibility in my part of allowing such things to happen to me.

SapphireServant -> RE: May I Ask You A Question? (Wait, I Just Did!) (10/20/2015 8:02:44 AM)
It wasn't like that at first, he wasn't even my Master at first. It was an innocent love, how it turned into what it is today...I don't know. But I KNOW I did not choose it, I would never choose something as awful as THAT for either of us...

Greta75 -> RE: May I Ask You A Question? (Wait, I Just Did!) (10/21/2015 12:28:29 AM)
quote: ORIGINAL: SapphireServant It wasn't like that at first, he wasn't even my Master at first. It was an innocent love, how it turned into what it is today...I don't know. But I KNOW I did not choose it, I would never choose something as awful as THAT for either of us... Okay, so he mislead you. But it is good it is over now, or I hope you have ended it. You can't control his change behaviour, but you can control finding another one who you don't fear. I mean there is nothing wrong with fear even. But the issue is, do you like it? If you like it, stay. If you hate it, leave!

MidDayCrisis -> RE: May I Ask You A Question? (Wait, I Just Did!) (10/22/2015 5:02:40 AM)
Stuff wot I enjoy in a relationship. Stuff that fits with my more general personality. That's it. (I'm not a sadist, in fact I'm pretty vanilla in that area. So the physicality side isn't as relevant to me as many people on here).

SapphireServant -> RE: May I Ask You A Question? (Wait, I Just Did!) (10/23/2015 5:27:16 AM)
I did leave him, like I said I haven't seen him in a while. The fear I felt with him wasn't the exciting fear, it wasn't a trusting or safe fear. It felt like at any moment I was going to die because he was going to kill me. I NEVER want to feel that fear again nor would I wish it on my worst enemy. I first I would just shake and studder, which he hated. Then I began vomiting and then fainting. I didn't like it at all, but nevermind it. I don't want to talk about it anymore...sorry.

Greta75 -> RE: May I Ask You A Question? (Wait, I Just Did!) (10/23/2015 6:43:53 AM)
quote: ORIGINAL: SapphireServant I did leave him, like I said I haven't seen him in a while. It takes alot of strength to do that! Good for you. I sincerely hope you will meet someone who will be fantastic for you. A new door always opens when an old one closes.

SapphireServant -> RE: May I Ask You A Question? (Wait, I Just Did!) (10/23/2015 2:46:28 PM)
That's very kind of you to say! I wish you the best of luck as well. 😊

ProphecyMaster2 -> RE: May I Ask You A Question? (Wait, I Just Did!) (11/16/2015 1:16:22 AM)
quote: [:)][:)][;)][:D][:D][image][/image]

zombiegurlsos -> RE: May I Ask You A Question? (Wait, I Just Did!) (11/16/2015 2:01:32 AM)
quote: ORIGINAL: ProphecyMaster2 quote: [:)][:)][;)][:D][:D][image][/image] wow not even a reply, very abstract in construction.....

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