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blinkingblythe -> Stuff I need to pour my heart out about (1/4/2016 9:43:24 PM)
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I just need to air a few things here. It might look a bit jumbled or incoherent but here it goes:
I am a 39 year old submissive transgender MTF, and I wouldn't mind becomming somebody's
property. I m not into heavy beatings or whips, but I do want to be slapped in the face if I do
the wrong things and I don't mind physical discipline at all. I would also like to be kept locked up
at night for my own protection by the dom who does it out of love above everything else (for sex is OK
but genuine love is defently top on the list in the relationship and if a dom hits me and locks me
up out of genuine love and concern for me, this would be beautiful.). I also want to pour my
love out for my dom, and if he (or she) tells me to kiss him (or her). I would do it without hesitation.
I am open to sex of course, and if someone bigger and stronger than me grabs me from behind,
forces his (or her) fingers in my mouth and fucks me in the ass, I would have a very good day.
I don't want much, or need much other than to be loved and to give love,
and to be treated fully like a woman. I am not looking for money, but I do of course need to be
fed and housed (and ofcourse internet access :), and I will work for these things. Infact, I want
to be made to work and carry my own weight in the relationship. I don't mind being a maid and
I think this would be perfect for me. I would love to be kept locked up at night too, either with
shackles or a key locked door or window bars so my dom knows where I am at all times. I don't mind being alone for periods of time, but I would want my dom to come in and just hold me and love me,
even when in shackles. I want to hold and love my dom too, and give kisses and hugs and cuddle.
I want to walk into the room where he/or she is sitting, kneel in front of him/her and for lack
of better words, be the girl who looks up into his/her eyes and talk like I am talking to a
authority/paental figure. I want my dom to treat me like I was his or her child, and I want him/her
to veto and override any decision he/she dosen't think is the right one and force their own decision
on me. This is far more emotional than it is sexual, and this is something I have been seeking
for a very long time now. I know many relationships now the copuple is on equal footing, but want a relationship which is strictly submissive/authortity figure. I would like to meet my dom's reletives
bu if he/she does not yet feel comfortable with that, he/she can lock me into a room or even in
a remote area until they leave. I would not mind. If my dom wants to keep me locked up at all times
and make me earn his/her trust that would be great and this is something I really want.
As far as fetishes go, I love it when I am fully dressed up , long sleeve blouse with collar buttoned,
cameo brooches, lace collar, long floor length skirts and perals and cameo brooches while my partner
is wearing regular jeans and t-shirt. It is not just sexual, but also because I love the classy look. I do sometimes dress down or even trashy but most of the time this is how I dress. If my dom wanted
me to dress the "classy" look only in public, or even all of the time I would obey and I think it
would be nice too have to do it to.
Also, I love having things around my neck. I usualy have a fully buttoned collar as well as several
big necklaces and pendants or a big cloth ladies tie and brooches worn close to or at my neck. If
my dom wants to keep me shackled, a locked collar or chain around my neck is a must.
Another fetish I have is being kept locked up, and looking outside though a barred window while
everybody else is roaming free and doing their day to day business. If my dom decides to
keep me locked uo during the day to, I wouln't mind (I have to admit it would be an adjustment but I can handle it). I also love being the one who is fully dressed up, buttoned and collars and all
while everybody wears regular jeans or shirts and t-shirts. If my dom wanted me to be fully dressed
up in a near-Victorian get up while he/or she is in jeans and tshirt, and we go out all of the time
like this, that would be a dream come true.
As for sex, I am very open. I am not into whips and torture,but I love being in bondage and I
love it when my partner forces him/herself on me. I am a bottom. If my dom really wanted me
to, I would do top things too, but I very much perfer being penerated, including having tounges and fingers and genitals pushed into my mouth, and basicly being helpless while my dom has his/her way with me.
As far as who I am looking for goes: I want someone who is phisically bigger and stronger than
me. I prefer male or MTF transgender women, but cis-gendered women and FTM transgender
men are fine though me being a bottom, they would need to penetrate me..
Anyway, I'm sorry for this long, badly written post, but I needed to pour my heart out here
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