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ORIGINAL: toiletslavebilly
I love Los Angeles. My name is Billy.

I am a Veteran that had served in the US Navy.

Currently in transition. Acclimation is coming along.

When I am ready, the Mistress will appear.

Paraphrased from when the student is ready, the teacher will appear.

to the forums, Billy. First off, I would like to personally thank you for serving our country, not only for whatever personal sacrifices you had to make, but for those that you were willing to make.

You refer to being in transition in several areas. Best of luck in plugging away at these improvements.

Your fetish or kink, whichever term you prefer, is not an easy one to find a Dominant female partner willing to engage in.
As long as you are aware of that, and of the potential health risks, then you won't be setting yourself up for discouragement.
It's also important to keep in mind that BDSM is not a substitute for therapy, and it's good that you are working with a case manager.
Your well-being should always come first before you become involved with anybody else.