dreamofdaddy
Posts: 28
Joined: 8/14/2010 Status: offline
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Well, I was with a Dominant for ten months, very much in love, fully committed and genuinely worshipped him. We planned on me moving to him next year in the summer time, but he got impatient, decided he wasn't confident of that fact, said he didn't believe I would move when we had agreed, and dumped me over a few texts yesterday, after completely ignoring me for eight whole days. He said I was a perfect sub, a lovely lady, he would love me forever, but it could not work at this distance (eighty miles). So, before this actually happened yesterday, my mind was in turmoil with the lack of contact and came here to try distract my mind and hopefully chat to like minded folk. So that's my story. Sorry if I sound like I am venting, just trying to give an idea of my state of mind. I am very up and down, but a few nice people have been messaging me, and I think it has helped. Of course, still more of them have only tried hitting on me, and a couple have been truly horrid. Anyway, at the monent I am still just looking for friends and to socialise. Being a submissive can be very lonely and isolating sometimes. Especially an unowned one. I have no real friends that understand. I apologise for the username, it wasn't meant as an invitation, just how I was feeling at the time about my now EX "daddy". Hey, sorry for the life story, hehe, I was only gonna say hi! So....hi :)
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