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MaiaDollars -> Hi! Domination (financial, my story) (10/7/2016 12:16:44 PM)
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Hi. I'm Maia. I'm 34 and I am into domination, specially financial domination. I've been doing this "formally" the last 10 years, but it started naturally when I was a girl.
AND WAIT!
Before anyone insults me again (like it happened as soon as I set my profile) let me say that I'm not looking for new servants. I've got 4 slaves right now, and I don't wanna loose control over them, I have to dedicate time enough for them. They are loyal.
I won't advertise myself here. Just came because I wanna research about other peoples experiences with domination, because 10 years ago I thought I was almost alone in this. I will accept emails of members of this community sharing experiences, but if you are just gonna make me waste my time, don't even bother. RESPECT, please. Be educated. That's the way I like people. And we are here because we have an alternative way to see sexuality, ALL OF US. It is supposed that we all know how it is feeling different, and it is supposed that we are going to respect other people's choices.
I came here to share experiences and research, to get even better. As every person with an alternative sexuality, sometimes I feel guilty and odd. I had to explain to important people in my life that this was my lifestyle and what makes me feel good, because I'm obsessed with control and not having control makes me feel highly uncomfortable. I need controlling other people's life to feel great. It is like a drug. I get high with power.
MY STORY: Domination happened naturally in my life. When I was a child (around 6 years old), I used to have my 5 male cousins as servants, they were doing all I asked for, all the time. I was the pampered, spoiled girl...very demanding for a girl. My parents were scared of my atittude. I was the only little girl in my family at that time. Then when I was a teenager this continued with me controlling every aspect of people's life (not only financial), specially when I was dating someone.
Financial came later, as an adult, just because when you are an adult and you control someone's finances... you have a huge control over the other's person life: what they eat, their social life, where they go, what they do during the day...etc.
What about the rest of you? What is your story?
Regards,
Maia
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