enjoybisw
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Joined: 12/23/2014 Status: offline
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I am not involved in bdsm and have only sucked cock before. I want to expand my experiences. I am an older tall, big guy. I would love to get in over my head. What I mean by that is that I want to chat with a guy that would be willing to use me for HIS sole pleasure for 24-48 hours. I want to discuss what he might enjoy doing to me and I do expect minor to moderate pain. What I mean by in over my head is that once I say yes, you will be in charge and I can't back out. I want to be in a position that I will regret that I ever said yes. What I get out of it is the satisfaction that I made it through it and I was thoroughly humiliated. I think the feeling of humiliation is the best rush once you have had all of your fun. I would love to have my hands tied to an overhead beam with my legs spread (wide) and so I have to stand on my tip toes and with a weight on my balls. Not so much weight that it is torture but enough that I know it is there and there is a constant pain. I would also love to be tied so tight that I can't move my head and then have my throat screwed so much that I have to gasp for air and maybe even pass out. I have never had anal sex but that is, of course, HIS privileged. HE can humiliate me by making me swallow a little pee. I have thought about this for a long time and really want to do it. HE can give me ideas of what-else he may want to do. Possibly left in a small uncomfortable dog cage with things to enhance how uncomfortable it is. Of course, I want blindfolded so I have no idea what to expect next and I have no objection to a few friends participating. Is that out of the realm of possibilities?
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