needlesandpins -> RE: How long do you want to live until? (12/23/2016 11:39:12 AM)
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ORIGINAL: needlesandpins I live constantly wracked with guilt. If my son was set in his life I would welcome death with open arms. I am in constant chronic pain. I am constantly exhausted. Other people constantly make my life hell because I don't have the finances to get away from where I am, and short of a miracle that isn't going to change any time soon. It's hard to love your family, but wish for death. Needles Start stretching. I was wrecked with pain 5 years ago. I started stretching... the more you do it, the better you will feel. Sometimes it will make you feel flu- like... keep going. I have been pain free for years now... no meds. And i only have to stretch a little a couple times a week now. Also... drink a warm drink... like herbal tea after stretching. It helps. Whist I appreciate your thought; I am a life long chronic migraine sufferer, I have trigeminal neuralgia, and ME/CFS that I've had for about 15-18 years as a very fit active out door person with horses, dogs, and a family. I do Ashtanga and Hatha yoga too, so if stretching was going to have helped it would have done by now. ME means that the brain and spinal cord see everything as an onslaught. It causes both to swell, misfire, block signals, create others that are not there, deplete hormones that I need, trigger receptors that I don't, and cause exhaustion that makes it all worse. I already feel like I have flu all of the time anyway. Add on to that the migraine that then triggers TN that causes my teeth to feel as though they are being pushed out, a spike pushed through from my top teeth to my eye in to my brain, a sore throat, sore mouth, ear ache, that feeling when you've been to the dentist and the whole side of your face feels swollen, but probably doesn't look it, and your tongue hurts. That is just a little of how I feel most of my days, and there is absolutely nothing at all I can do to make it better. Needles
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