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RE: When was the First? - 7/29/2006 5:17:31 PM

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"I've searched the world over and thought I
found true Love?

Oh Wait I did, I did find True Love!"

"To my Sweet Little one!"

LilBecque

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RE: When was the First? - 7/29/2006 10:45:06 PM

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from the moment he looked into my eyes...

I didn't know what it was... it was a feeling that I had never felt before. I was, and can be around non-doms, an excellent flirt... not so with Master and several of his friends... I tried and felt silly... I just gazed at him... tongue tied...

the first time he kissed me I automatically went to put my arms around his neck and he took my hands and moved them to my sides saying something like "you don't touch me without permission" I don't recall the actual words... then he gripped the hair at the back of my neck and controlled the kiss completely.

I learned more about myself in the few hours that I spent with him that first weekend that we met than I had in a very very long time...

this weekend is the seven year mark of our meeting... it took 6 and a half years to get to where we are... totally worth it. I used to play the what if this had happened 6 1/2 years ago game but I'm so thankful for what we have now that I can't do that...

I'm looking for work so I can move to the lower mainland of BC to be closer to him... wish me luck!!

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RE: When was the First? - 7/29/2006 11:21:46 PM

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I am currently in the third year of my first and only 24/7 d/s relationship. My last relationship, a ten year marriage, had gone awry. I was in a position in redefine my life. I was always drawn to allure of the d/s dynamic, but honestly, I was quite terrified by the reality of it. I mean, after all, it's a lot of work. You have to be 'on' all the time. There's all of these rules and protocols to follow. You don't get to be goofy and silly and other stuff that makes relationships fun.

I spent several months testing the waters with different girls. None of them fit. They were each looking for something different, and all willing to pay for it with their submission. That's not what I was looking for. I wanted someone who didn't see submission as currency. I wanted someone who genuinely revelled in their submission, to their own joy and fulfillment.

I found it in the girl who now wears my collar. She was a regular at one of the BDSM clubs here in LA. We crossed paths there, but she was claimed by someone else. Yet, there was such a vivid electricity between us, that secret, unspoken desire to dive into one another. As Fate would have it, we ended up at a play party one night. Her other was off playing with some girls and left Marriah in my care.

The moment that I knew she was the one came then. She looked up at me, her eyes heralding the simple honesty of her words as she said, "use me".

I was sold... and I still am.

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RE: When was the First? - 7/29/2006 11:27:45 PM

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It was a combinating feeling of slightly nauseaus and stunned lol. He was just so handsome when he walked into the room, I remeber staring at him and thinking, 'I have to know him!' I had no idea why and the notion of love at first sight to me was something that belonged in bad chick flick movies. But that was exactly what it was. 16 years later I still look at him and go wow! He had a really cool motorcyle too so that helped *S* then I got one of my one.

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