Greta75
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End of the day, you guys can take it at face value that is suicide by fake fact checkers like snopes, who didn't even fact check properly but simply post authorities findings. YET many of you guys love to believe CNN who love to quote "unnamed sources" about any shit they post about Trump. But his widow did post on twitter saying that he was murdered, referring to Chester. So I think his own widow knows it's not suicide. And there is too much discrepancy. Especially Chris Cornell who, everybody who knew him all his life feels he is not capable of suicide. And end of the day, I think I personally know about suicide alot more than most of you since I have actually tried to kill myself since 8 yrs old. Coma for 2 weeks, ran infront of a car, hit me head front and i flew, but despite that, the universe didn't allow my suicide to succeed. I mean how the fuck does an 8 yr old cause 5 cars to crash into each other, flew to the other end of the road, hit head first and then wake up from coma in excruciating pain all over despite all that! Clearly higher powers are purposely refusing to allow me to die. Most 8 yr olds should already die from that! Because of this, all my life, I have always just walked infront of a speeding car, not giving a shit. Just last night again a friend of mine, said to me, like sheesh, i could have died, as I walk straight on infront of a car to cross the road when the car was moving at fast speed and the rest just held back and screaming at me to watch out, and I told her, trust me, I've been bang down really bad and didn't die, so been there done that, should have died but didn't die. Someone up there does not want me to die and they will stop cars from hitting me. It's been happening all my life. I tested this theory, and it's hold true. I've even got into the worst car crash while driving and my car spinned several rounds and crash into a kerb and absolutely nothing happened to me. It was a much bigger car who hit my tiny car too. I personally think, if your time is up, it's up. If it's not up, you can't even kill yourself if you wanted to. Like those people who fell from parachutes and survived. Some external forces didn't want them to die. I spent the rest of my growing up years in many unsuccessful suicide attempts, until I finally moved out of home then my suicidal tendencies stopped. Yes my suicidal tendencies was caused by being trapped and unable to fend for myself against my parents as I was trapped and at their mercy. Maybe it's not depression, it's just desperation to escape my "legal captors". But I know, if I had 6 kids, I would never commit suicide. And I know Chester would never commit suicide even if he is in the brink, because Chester is a responsible person who wants to see his kids grow up. I completely do not agree with you guys that I don't understand suicide. Show me every suicidal person and let me know their back story with enough info, I can explain to you why they chose to die and why the timing. Even Robin Williams waited till his kids are independent full grown to kill himself, even though he was on the brink all his life. Because he is a responsible person. Chester may have been suicidal all his life too, but I know he has enough reason to live as well. Because many quiet suicidal people are planners and planning people are sane and rational, they have also rationalised why they had enough of life, that's why they can calmly plan things, this wasn't a desperate cry for help type of suicide. Even las vegas killer, he planned his own suicide, but he just chose to take many others with him. He is THAT TYPE of suicide. And my gawd, if you see the latest details of his will. That is not a man planning to die. The love he has for his kids, wanting them to have a family. He wouldn't leave his family. Like you know our forum trans person who killed himself/herself? He makes sense! Alot of people kill themselves out of loneliness and isolation. Chester has a greater purpose to choose to live awhile longer, and that is being there for his kids for their growing up years. End of the day, I don't believe either Chris or Chester killed themselves at all. There are enough doubts about Chris death as suicide and not foul play. Even the autopsy don't make sense as they left out details. I don't know what precisely the foul play is. But I feel both deaths are 100% unnatural. Not voluntary. And as I said, Chester's song One More Light is to prevent suicide! Not a suicidal note as many interpreted, like did they even read the lyrics? I only hope Corey Feldman doesn't get too fucked on drugs and unable to deliver what he said. Because his appearance seriously look like someone who fucked himself on too much drugs already and he looks near death. Like on a verge of a heroin overdose.
< Message edited by Greta75 -- 10/29/2017 3:40:36 AM >
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