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sleazybutterfly -> RE: Nature or Necessity (7/29/2006 2:00:33 PM)
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I know my answer, it is nature for me. How to put it into words for someone else to understand. It's like, why is the grass green, or why do dogs bark, it's just the way it is.
I have always had that attraction. I did not go out looking for it, I did not do it because I couldn't get a man. My first time with a girl was when I was 13, we played around. No, we didn't do the down and dirty, but we knew there was an attraction there already. The same with boys, I always had crushes on my boy friends. I didn't seperate them, I just was attracted to who I was, male or female, it didn't matter to me.
I know that each one offers me something different. With a woman, I get a different sort of emotional love. We show our feelings more, we are more nurturing, more soft, share our deepest thoughts. To kiss a woman, to me, is a connection like no other. Having sex with them, is more of an emotional experience also. There is a deep longing there, a rush, a connection on a higher level. To feel the shake of her body when she orgasms, it reaches into you, and you can almost feel it with her.
With a man, I get something totally different. They are more unemotional, yet they make me feel protected, safe, cared for. It's a different type of love, most often times a silent love. Men aren't as vocal, but they can convey to you what they feel, with little touches here and there. When I kiss a man, it's different, it's harder, it's a more magnetic sort of feel. It can be very soft, but it's more hard, more demanding. When I have sex with a man, I get a different type of fulfillment. It's more primal, it's the weight of him, the feel of him thrusting, then the cumming and the total spilling of himself into me. It makes me feel complete, like I he has given a part of himself to me always.
~Andrea
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