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ORIGINAL: quietsub1955

 
      i 'm writing to ask other submissives if they've experienced unexplainable emotions after being flogged, cropped, ect. by their Dom/Master. i know that i am not the first submissive to have emotions sneak up on her and i'm sure that i won't be the last. i'm hoping that in sharing this with other submissives, i can not only make sense out of these emotions, but to also help myself explore and search more deeply into myself to better understand not just the emotions, but my submission as well.       i do not cry for no reason, nor is it easy for me to cry in front of anyone. i knew that the tears were not because He hurt me, physically, mentally or emotionally. i'm almost positive that the tears were not because the flogging was over and i survived it. i'm very sure that they were not due to post traumatic stress disorder.       i strongly feel that the tears are due to sharing something so intimate with Master. Crossing what once was a barrier with Him, giving myself completely to Him, knowing that i was completely safe with Him, as well as knowing that He cares as deeply for me as i do Him. i feel that the tears are possibly a way for the intense, deep feelings to come out, especially because i don't think words could describe them.      i look forward to hearing what others have experienced as well as their thoughts on unexplained emotions.thank you for taking the time to read this. ~quietsub1955~