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enigmabrat -> apollogy (8/3/2006 5:43:03 PM)
I'm starting this thread in order to apologize. After having a few days to cool down from my highly emotional charged state I can now look back and see what an idiot I have made of myself. I know that there are many that I have upset and/or pissed of with my behaviors on the boards and I would just like to say that I never meant to upset anyone. I wasn't trying to be dramatic when I said I was leaving the board because that is, in fact, my intent. I dont want to upset anyone, and if my posts do that, then I don't need to be posting. However, I felt everyone deserved an apology, which is the right thing to do. I know that a lot of people have tried to help me and it seemed as if I didn't appreciate it. This is not the case. I did appreciate all the help I have been given. I know it is no excuse but right now I am just hurt and scared and it has been pointed out to me that I have been very immature and I guess I agree with that. I now have someone watching out and taking care of me and He is going to be keeping me in line. He even proofread and spell-checked this post for me. I want to thank all of you that have been there for me and once again I want to apologize to all the peopole I have upset or hurt. If you would like me to leave, please let me know, and I will leave. If you want me to stay, again, let me know. If SavageFaerie or SleazyButterfly answer this question, I will take their opinion the most right now, because I think I have hurt them the most. I'm sorry, Sage and Flutterby - if you want me to stop posting on these boards, I only ask that you forgive me before I go. With humble respect and love, your Bratling

chantrea -> RE: apollogy (8/3/2006 5:46:11 PM)
well i want you to stay bratling

cuddleheart50 -> RE: apollogy (8/3/2006 5:49:28 PM)
Well, I want you to stay! And thats just my feelings on the matter. [:D]

Level -> RE: apollogy (8/3/2006 5:53:55 PM)
I say stay; you have the same right as anyone else to be here, whether you were "immature" or not. We all fuck up, it's if we learn and grow from it that counts, brat.

enigmabrat -> RE: apollogy (8/3/2006 5:53:57 PM)
thank you trea you are too kind

enigmabrat -> RE: apollogy (8/3/2006 5:55:03 PM)
Thank you cuddle and level I apreaciate your input

gooddogbenji -> RE: apollogy (8/3/2006 6:03:11 PM)
You have the right to be here, and anyone who says you do not is an oaf. As you continue to post here, or anywhere, know your posts will be scrutinized and your "actions" remembered. Always act in a way that you can be proud of yourself when you read the posts the next day. The fact that people are upset with you is only an issue if you care. Stay if you want, go if you want, but either way, learn whatever lesson this holds for you. But I am glad to see your posts in better shape. Yours, benji

enigmabrat -> RE: apollogy (8/3/2006 6:06:00 PM)
Thank you benji I will keep your words in mind when me and the Dom that is looking after me make the final desition on weather it is I stay or go

VandalHeart -> RE: apollogy (8/3/2006 6:06:41 PM)
BTW, I would like to apologize as well, as it seems my grammar and spell checking skills are not PERFECT. For more details, see the "You go to hell" thread.

sleazybutterfly -> RE: apollogy (8/3/2006 6:57:52 PM)
My sweet Bratling, Of course I want you to stay. You are a sweet, wonderful woman. Yes, I said a woman, not a girl. I think it took a lot of guts and an inner strength for you to come on here and say you were sorry. I am so very proud of you, very proud. I know we all get upset, hurt, and need someone to talk to. You have a huge heart and you would be missed if you ever left. I am here for you any time, you know that. You are forgiven and loved with all of my heart. You are now my, "Mujer Dulce"... since I feel I cannot call you "girl or brat" as easily any more. ~Andrea

Tamerofwild1s -> RE: apollogy (8/3/2006 6:59:53 PM)
nice apology enigma ..... thats all I can really say since I wasn't mentioned I will assume its not directed at me ... wether you stay or go should not be a public option it's between you and your Dom whose looking after you. I will hold back any further comments on this thread and just walk away saying that you did a mature thing by apologizing and bite my tongue on the rest

enigmabrat -> RE: apollogy (8/3/2006 7:03:28 PM)
Thank you butterfly.. and Tamer it was directed at every one incudeing and probubly aspecialy you since I have been less then respectfull to you on these threads in the past.

sleazybutterfly -> RE: apollogy (8/3/2006 7:34:24 PM)
Just putting it here..cause I know you will be around. I had to delete you off of my yahoo Sweet Woman, that is why I am not responding if you have msged me. I will try and put you back tomorrow..but that file was causing me issues. ~Andrea

Gauge -> RE: apollogy (8/3/2006 8:25:05 PM)
First of all, it did take courage to come forward, admit you were wrong and say that you were sorry so, kudos to you for that. As for your request for validation of your presence on the boards... what kind of a question is that other than a self-aggrandizing one? The decision to stay or go is yours, not someone else's. Do you honestly think someone is going to tell you to leave? Therefore you have set up a scenario where people are basically begging you to stay. I am very sorry to say this, but there is a level of maturity and self-esteem that you still have yet to grasp. Do not come here and look for validation... you won't get it. This is the Internet, not group therapy and people out there on the Internet will tell you what is on their minds whether you like it or not. Stay or go, but please do not fish for others to beg you to stay... this is not the way that you get past your insecurities or self-esteem issues. OK everyone... you can flame me to death now. I may deserve it. And Brat... I mean this with all of my heart, I mean no harm in posting this. I just don't think this is the right way to go about things.

enigmabrat -> RE: apollogy (8/3/2006 8:36:50 PM)
Ok here is were I have to say that I didnt add that part in that part was added in by the Dom the proofed it... its something he wanted added not something i wanted... I to said that no one was going to be honest and tell me to leave even if they wanted me too but the Dom wanted it and since Im already in the wrong here i wasnt about to argue!!!

enigmabrat -> RE: apollogy (8/3/2006 8:44:34 PM)
and no reason for you to be flaimed I see were you could get that idea.... it could deffinetly seem that way but Im sure the Dom had his reasons for wanting me to have added it i dont know what they are but Im in no possistion to question the choice as of the moment.... But thank you for the consern your points are valid just not the case in this situation.

SavageFaerie -> RE: apollogy (8/3/2006 9:02:54 PM)
Bratling, who I gave this name to.. You know I love ya....I know your problems in detail. I would not spend my time and energy on a waste of time. You know that. But goodness gracious you are a spitfire handful LOL Yes I beleive you acted badly and you have admitted it. I am puffy chest proud of you... but....and I dont care who gets mad.....the last part should not have been asked to be added....that is asking for validation...thats just my opinion....whether you take his advise to stay or leave is ultimately your decision (imho is should be your choice) ...if you stay and grow with us....I high five you and give you GREAT HUGS I do know who is now mentoring you and I do admire him as a person. You are stubborn I admit....but you have been through alot...yes...but you keep trying. I give you alot of credit for that.....now my sweet....learn from all this

enigmabrat -> RE: apollogy (8/3/2006 9:18:46 PM)
thank you very much sage.. and as I said I was not looking for validation simply following an order

enigmabrat -> RE: apollogy (8/3/2006 9:22:52 PM)
and befor its said yes ME following an order go figure

Tamerofwild1s -> RE: apollogy (8/3/2006 9:25:58 PM)
Yea .. imagine that ...... hmmmm wonder how that happened

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