chantrea
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Enigma, Dont' give up, and don't let it stop you from doing what you need to do. It is so easy in life to give in and bow to others wishes, sometimes you do have to stand up for what you want, what you believe and what you need. I know that i'm going to get reamed for this for i am a self proclaimed slave, but knowing that doesn't stop me from knowing that had i not chosen this route, i wouldn't be the person i am, nor would i have the strength to continue down the path i chose. Listen carefully to those that are mentoring you, they are some very smart people. Let their words guide you, and do not worry about the others. A very very hard lesson for you and i to learn is that you cannot please everyone, no matter how hard you try. Apologize, say (in my case) Yes Master/Mistress, and move on. The only person you really have to please is Your Mentor and those He appoints in His stead, blow the rest of us off if it makes it easier on you. There is no harm, no foul. You are trying to pull yourself and your feelings and desires into a cohesive whole, and eventually it will happen. It takes time. Just know, that in the end, those that love and respect you will be there for you no matter what happens. Jsut as we have been. And... for those that love to critize spelling, i can't spell, i don't try and it doens't matter how slow i type just, i never spell it right.. so pfffftttttt {chantrea}Mac Macore's owned, precious toy edited to add... whoot, i spelled just write three times now! go me!
< Message edited by chantrea -- 8/8/2006 11:50:14 PM >
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