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jonathan -> Our first meeting (8/17/2006 4:01:36 PM)
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i met my Goddess DustyGold for the first time on August 4th. It was a well planned trip, part of Her evaluation process. i had to be willing to travel, cross country in this case, to meet Her in order to advance to the next level of training. Easy to agree to, She has had me call Her every weekend once She decided that i was worth Her time. Those conversations are why i feel about Her as i do. Why i felt bonded to Her without having yet met.
She wanted to meet me at the airport and take me to my hotel. That meeting was the moment i’ve thought about for almost two years. i first found Her profile at Collarme about two years ago and thought that this might be a Lady i would willingly serve as She desired. Two aborted attempts later, the third time proved to be the charm, when I finally sent Her my petition to serve. She turned out to be more than i had hoped to find.
i’ve been alone and answerable to no one else for many years. Our long weekend changed all that. As i write this, i’m thinking about the differences in me between that Friday afternoon and the Monday morning when She took me back to the airport. Nervous and uncertain on the way in, a contracted slave in training on the way out. As they say, be careful what you wish for.
Our four days (more or less) together turned out to be enough time to experience one another in both ‘normal’ and M/s situations. i have much work to do, but She was pleased enough with me to continue. We did not make many plans for that weekend before i left, leaving it to the moment. If i were to go into detail, it might sound mundane to some boys. To me, it was a sample of my life to be if i earn my permanent collar.
my Goddess DustyGold posted this recently to a Collarme message board:
“Maturity (both in age and lifestyle experience) speaks loudly. We are of like mind, and I can only hope that this is good for the long haul. The commitment is there, the experience is there, and the assuredness of place in the lifestyle and place with the proper partner is there. Now we wait and continue to work.”
i am grateful for the Collarme forum and the quality of people it can attract. If not for this, i doubt i’d be where i am now.
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