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SavageFaerie -> Here is MY deal (8/18/2006 1:18:41 PM)
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I wrote one damn line, didn't get pulled. It was nothing more than a Damn joke
I got policed.
I post a new thread it got pulled.
I have always been very careful and informed about what I can and cannot say, BUT I feel this whole damn matter was unjustified.
I try to be funny here, I try to be helpful here, I try to stay informed.
And most of all I am caring and compassionate to a FAULT apparently.
I get told I am a drama queen.
I get accused of starting things
Now I fully admit ONE time during my time on this forum I flamed someone personally.
I regretted it like I always do and took the steps to correct my nasty comment to this person and we resolved it like the adults we are.
I have done nothing on this site but try to be honest and helpful, alot of people that has been done wrong come to me. I seem to elude my compassion and honest apparently because these people, most submissive, switches and slaves want to understand what happened to them and learn how they can be part of this lifestyle that is Safe Sane and Consensual.
Someone said to me, this is not so much compassion as it is you being a teacher and letting your students learn and make their own decision what to do. I thought that fit me perfectly.
Yes I hear ALOT of sad tales, I have never done anything but inform if they ask me.
Any and all things I do, I keep private, out of the forums. I ask others to keep it private.
So yes there are ALOT of undertones going on around here. And for some unknown reason except maybe my God I have been chosen to help others.
My dream now is to start a Non profit organization for this community, for people to go to when they get in a mess, I see and feel their pain because at one time I was a NON consensual vanilla slave, I was a virtual prisoner as was my now grown children. I paid and they most certainly paid. I personally pay DAILY.
But I think I have found a purpose here. I want to do something to keep these poor emotional people that flood to this lifestyle not only to informed but to also help them get the hell out or to give them a small helping hand to recover any abuse so they can move forward in life.
Now everyone.......tell me I am a drama queen. I dare you.
Deb
edited to add: No by saying this some people may get pissed, angry ect ect. Nothing I have done in dealing has been based on a lie......most assurdly by me. It is completly against my core moral fiber.
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