SavageFaerie -> RE: Random Thoughts (8/20/2006 10:16:42 PM)
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MoGa I am totally with your OP. I am from texas but I have never lived this close to the coast. And where we are now is almost on top of a bayou. The rain this year here is so not typical of this area I am told. I have just been here since August of last year, And bejesus...I really feel like a soggyfaerie. I generally tho would rather have the rain than this blasted damn heat. I miss my blueridge mountains although I was only there for about 1 1/2 years. I am not a fan of texas, never have been. I dont like cities and have rarely had to live dead center of one. Give me the boondocks or edge city living anyday. I could also never live in an apartment. I like my space and my privacy. the mosquitos here are the size of those damn kittens. The alligators sometimes seem as big as a 4x4 truck. And the stench of that bayou sometimes after a heavy rain makes me think of Debbies dead dear carcus in her yard. i cant complain to much tho because it is country living which I do love. There is a fully screened in porch and pool area..so I can stay bug free. I love the sound of rain and the wicked ass storms the gulf and texas can brew. And I miss all my grandparent....and I dread my parents passing, my father is in very poor health with all his heart problems, being diabetic, his emmense lung problems, he cant breathe without oxygen and he also has one of the worst cases his dr has seen with sleep apnea, and that is just the bad stuff. My step mom called the other day and he has pneumonia again, if it doesnt get better he will have to go to the hospital. I have tried to spend as much time as I can with him the last several years. I feel I have to make up because I wasnt all that tight with him when I was a kid....he was always traveling for his work. And I sooooo dread the day I get "that" call. When I visit I will generally spend at least a month with him, which is hard on me because his home is just not my safe place. I feel guilty every time I come home. And then I am moving again...god I hate that word. It even more loverly than here. I have a full view of the local lake, the water is but 50 yards from my upstairs window. I saw it for the first time on Friday. I am excited as well as terrified, this is a huge place. And my new safe place is mega huge to me. Hell my closet there is bigger than previous rooms I have had as a safe place. But I do think all in all its good. It is closer to people which I hope will end this shell of a life I live... I have taken big steps for a little faerie today. I do hope this is what you intended for this thread.....simple plain rambling and babbling...if not I did do my job as a pro thread hijacker. Im done for now I think....but one never knows...there are always tangents brewing in peoples mind after all.
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