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Am i invisible? Or just everyone else - 8/27/2006 3:57:04 PM   
SavageFaerie


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Status: offline 		Can no one see me?  i feel like i am a figment of my own imagination or maybe someone elses.

i sit here willing my computer to give me some kind of response and i get nothing.

Where are my friends, why dont they contact me.

One friend checked on me the whole time i was gone. i am mentally stunned that I closed myself off as well as i have and i am afraid I will never recover old friends or become anyone elses friend.

I could say I hate myself....but i really dont. I am such a good person


blah blah blah  just ignore me people, it happens and such is the way of life


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RE: Am i invisible? Or just everyone else - 8/27/2006 3:59:41 PM   
cuddleheart50


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Status: offline 		I'm sorry that I havent said anything to you today, I just didnt know what to say....I know that is no excuse.

I'm so sorry for your loss....I have both of my parents, and I really don't know how I would cope if I lost them.

Please forgive me, I'm not good at this kind of stuff.

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RE: Am i invisible? Or just everyone else - 8/27/2006 4:08:50 PM   
pahunkboy


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Status: offline 		hi there.

with myself- i unistalled yahoo messenger. it is burping too much.
i have unistalled -reinstaleld this several times.  [im not on your list-] my point is- that per haps others have trouble with messenger as well.

the new version relaly truipped up my computer.....


anyhow  *waves*  *smiles*   Be good. :-)

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RE: Am i invisible? Or just everyone else - 8/27/2006 4:10:18 PM   
SavageFaerie


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Me either.

I just went outside and smoked, obviously upset and my daughter said not one word to me.
There is so much other stuff going on here its insane. They say god never puts more on us than what we can handle, but I really am questioning that right now.

Thanks for replying to this....I at least now know someone at least can see me.

Deb

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RE: Am i invisible? Or just everyone else - 8/27/2006 4:15:46 PM   
cuddleheart50


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Status: offline 		They say god never puts more on us than what we can handle

It is true Deb, he will carry you through this.

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RE: Am i invisible? Or just everyone else - 8/27/2006 4:15:48 PM   
WhiteRadiance


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Status: offline 		It is hard to know what to say in times of loss. Of course you are not invisible.. Having lost my own father, I know how hard it is.  The world is not as good as it was when he was in it. 
 
I can only offer you a cyber-hug and my heart-felt condolences. 
 
 
 
 

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RE: Am i invisible? Or just everyone else - 8/27/2006 4:17:16 PM   
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Status: offline 		i would have checked on You...but i didn't know how.


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RE: Am i invisible? Or just everyone else - 8/27/2006 4:22:05 PM   
SavageFaerie


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Status: offline 		pahunk..its not just messenger, but my phone and all forms of communication.


if you want outside contact with me shoot me a cm email

i have been reading your pain too

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RE: Am i invisible? Or just everyone else - 8/27/2006 4:22:14 PM   
Rule


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Status: offline 		Have you and your relatives shared your grief? If one of you is an island, that will damage both him and his relatives emotionally, spiritually and as a family. There must be some advice somewhere on the web on how to avoid that.
 
Is there no one real that will offer you emotional support? Us web ghosts after all to you are merely words on a screen.

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RE: Am i invisible? Or just everyone else - 8/27/2006 4:26:07 PM   
SavageFaerie


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Status: offline 		Thanks white.

sometimes you just have to ask for sympathy, i just did and now someone sees me.

i have been so strong and been the head of my side of the family.
i am supposed to be the mental one with agorophobia....but i proved if nothing else, i am really not that. i see it as dads gift to me

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RE: Am i invisible? Or just everyone else - 8/27/2006 4:29:15 PM   
SavageFaerie


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beleive it or not I did have my laptop with me and checked cm mail

But thats okay, not many knew that.

LaMa did call me several times to just check up on me via phone, we tried to get her down here for me and it just didnt work out.  Can make everything happen on command, althrough most the plans Boss made for me was a godsend, with very few minor adjustments.

Thanks so much for your thoughts.

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RE: Am i invisible? Or just everyone else - 8/27/2006 4:33:07 PM   
eroticangel


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Status: offline 		Deb,
  The loss of a parent is just so difficult. i have lost both mine, and i must say i miss and think of them everyday. But, when i used to think of them with tears, now i think of them with smiles. They are always in your heart. and the pain does lessen. As for friends, well are you in the market for any new ones??? i would love to be considered a friend.

hugs, hugs and more hugs,
roe

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RE: Am i invisible? Or just everyone else - 8/27/2006 4:40:45 PM   
SavageFaerie


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quote:

ORIGINAL: Rule

Have you and your relatives shared your grief? If one of you is an island, that will damage both him and his relatives emotionally, spiritually and as a family. There must be some advice somewhere on the web on how to avoid that.
 
Is there no one real that will offer you emotional support? Us web ghosts after all to you are merely words on a screen.


Rule,

My whole small family was there. I live with my daughter who cant for some reason offer her support to me. There has been some support, but for the most part i have a pretty self centered family. i have also hidden from life for over 10 years and my friends and family are pretty much here on the internet and where i do get the most support.  People over my computer screen is nothing even close to ghost. I have met soooo many via the interent to include my very best friend who i lived with for several year.

So yeah....this IS where i come for comfort. And surprisingly despite my posts, I have done remarkable well considering

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RE: Am i invisible? Or just everyone else - 8/27/2006 4:44:37 PM   
SavageFaerie


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hell yes I am always looking for new friends.  Near and far.

this is my first parent loss. His health was so bad and I knew the second my step mom called me the Wed before his passing that he would not come out of it..As much as we prepare....we just arent are we?

And i do have a 'gift' so he has literly been with me the entire time.

And i was the one that got up infront of everyone and pointed out and reminded them...that my dad...was on top of everthing else funny.

The movie Elizabethtown......I did a Susan Saraden. (sp)

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RE: Am i invisible? Or just everyone else - 8/27/2006 5:53:08 PM   
Rule


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ORIGINAL: SavageFaerie
I live with my daughter who cant for some reason offer her support to me.
Tell her that you are sad and ask her to please hug you. It may make a difference. If you do not try to connect, she may never connect.

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RE: Am i invisible? Or just everyone else - 8/27/2006 5:57:23 PM   
SavageFaerie


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i have several times over the last few days. i even got her to come sit by me at the service half way through....she told me she wished i hadnt.

dont get me wrong...we love each other alot and are pretty close, but this is hard on her too and she just want to shrink into nothingness.


btw I am feeling better now....thanks to everyones outpouring of support.  It was just what I needed and i am glad i posted what i did.

dang i am the ultimate lazy typer today...i never do lowecase. lol

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RE: Am i invisible? Or just everyone else - 8/27/2006 6:00:39 PM   
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ORIGINAL: SavageFaerie

Can no one see me?  i feel like i am a figment of my own imagination or maybe someone elses.

i sit here willing my computer to give me some kind of response and i get nothing.

Where are my friends, why dont they contact me.

One friend checked on me the whole time i was gone. i am mentally stunned that I closed myself off as well as i have and i am afraid I will never recover old friends or become anyone elses friend.

I could say I hate myself....but i really dont. I am such a good person


blah blah blah  just ignore me people, it happens and such is the way of life



Don't let go.

Never.  There's a lot more out there.  In large amounts.

Hey...I'd love to talk to you.

(Jon).

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RE: Am i invisible? Or just everyone else - 8/27/2006 6:03:47 PM   
SirKenin


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Status: offline 		To be truthful with you, I have pretty much shut you down after your "Here is MY deal" thread.  You pretty much lost all credibility in My eyes, so I did not feel it necessary to reach out to you.  It is possible that other people feel the same.  Hard to say...

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RE: Am i invisible? Or just everyone else - 8/27/2006 6:11:03 PM   
LTRsubNW


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ORIGINAL: SavageFaerie
...and i am afraid I will never recover old friends or become anyone elses friend.


You will.

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RE: Am i invisible? Or just everyone else - 8/27/2006 6:13:55 PM   
SavageFaerie


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ORIGINAL: SirKenin

To be truthful with you, I have pretty much shut you down after your "Here is MY deal" thread.  You pretty much lost all credibility in My eyes, so I did not feel it necessary to reach out to you.  It is possible that other people feel the same.  Hard to say...


Not a problem, you too are pretty low on my list of people on this site, you seem to be a cold blooded person.

So please by all means place me on your ignore.

i find this post about as heartless as they come....but personally this is the last time I will waste my time on you

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