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thisischloe -> n00bien00bien00bie! cha-cha-cha-cha-cha-CHA! (9/5/2006 11:07:44 AM)
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Ok, I know that's silly. So's the 90% of 'Omg I just found this site and I wanna get fucked/start fucking so here's my lame-o intro!' posts.
um. well. To the point!
My boyfriend and I are starting to look into our interest in having a submissive/switch boyfriend. We're in lurk mode for now, reading and gleaning. Not just here, either- we have books! And a dedicated cable internet line!
What we'd like right now (*read... eventually....) is to find a Dominant male (I'm so straight it hurts to think about sexy women touching me for fun.) willing to work with us to help us explore, to show us the ropes (*snicker..) while I'm in them, etc. Not be permanent, not be a lover, not be what some have termed 'trainer' or 'mentor' with derision. I'm rather submissive sexually and I was in a D/s relationship that included all kinds of fun things, but my boyfriend has not ever had the chance. He's interested in the Dom side of things (thank goodness!), and we've done some playing at home, but he's just not experienced and I hate always showing him how to do something because then I feel like I'm 'topping from the bottom'.
I'm afraid of munches. I don't know how to act, and I feel awkward in spanking-new social situations where I don't know anyone and they all have known each other for eons, so I am stilted and overly polite and twitchy. Boyfriend is opposite- no social barometer whatsoever.
Been reading, been gleaning..... been wondering how to put things to use.
callmechloe
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