Saint
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When I was younger, I had 2 fears. The first fear was of aliens. Those little green men with the big black oval eyes. My parents used to watch shows talking about alien abductions when I was a kid. My bedroom window, was on the perfect angle for a full moon to shine in when one occured. Because of all the alien abduction shows I watched, where a good majority of the people described how in the middle of the night a bright light shone through their window and then found themselves paralyzed as they looked up in horror, only to see little heads with big oval eyes staring down at them, I developed that fear. I used to be so afraid that I would go to sleep with a knife under my pillow when there was a full moon out because of this. Thankfully, that one eventually passed. The second big fear I have is an eternity of loneliness. Of dying and realizing that you have no body, no physical sensations, no sight or sound, nothing but your thoughts for all eternity. No one to talk to but yourself and then the slow realization that you are going insane. Irrational fear, yes. But it is nonetheless one that I do have. I died on the operating table a few years back and was clinically pronounced dead for 35 seconds. It was only after this that I developed this fear. Maybe it was because when I died, there was nothing, nada, zip, zero, zilch. I went to sleep and woke up hurting and in more pain than I had ever experienced in my life. Pretty much cemented my belief that there isnt an afterlife as we know it.
< Message edited by Saint -- 9/10/2006 4:19:37 PM >
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