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LaTigresse -> RE: Suprise me (9/18/2006 9:19:32 AM)
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Oh lord this is hard for me because I tend to blab everything, simply because not much embarasses me.
Okay, I have it!! Something new so I have not had the time with my busy whirlwind schedule lately.
For the very first time in my whole life, Friday I started a.........cringing......DIET!
All my life up until about 7-8 years ago I was always thin and never had to worry about what I ate or getting exercise. I don't mean runway model thin but enough to get called skinny (until my boobs grew and I developed that curvy ass thing) I have always been active and eaten relatively healthy, would usually add 5-10 pounds in the winter that always came right off when spring thaw hit. Welllllllll, something weird happened and KAPOW, the ass started growing and never shrinking. I have done an EXcellent job of not getting too upset about it. No gut rolls so I figured......shrugging......what the hell. Until one day last week I just decided I kinda missed being thin, enough to actually get mad at myself. I saw my profile and the less than chiseled jawline and said "Dammit! Thats IT! It's time to start a shrinkage plan!"[:@] Which isn't going to be easy given that I already eat healthy and not alot. And given that I have this crappy uber painful foot thing which I think shrinking the heft that they are carrying will actually help. And given the nature of this job, on my ass most of 12 hours a day. But it really is time. When a woman cannot put on a snug tshirt and pair of jeans, look at herself in the mirror FROM BEHIND, without scaring herself.......its time.[:'(]
Have I ever mentioned I dropped out of high school at age 16 and never went back?
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