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Tikkiee -> Sigh...confusion really sucks (10/3/2006 6:21:26 PM)
Ok, I just need a sounding board is all. Confusion sucks, big time. Yes, I am so confused lately as to who I am that I feel as if I am in spin cycle that has no end. I took the plunge. And found out that love really is not all that bad. And yet. I feel as if it is ripping me apart. I DONT LIKE IT. Darn it. In fact, I am coming to the conclusion that if this is what love feels like, then dayumit, I don't think I want any part of it. And yet, I find myself unable to walk away from something that draws me so strongly. I never believed in the saying that the heart feels each tug; and yet, here I am, feeling the pull so hard that it actually HURTS. Falling in love sucks big time. Don't mind me. I am just rambling. Lost once again [:@] I really hate this feeling.

juliaoceania -> RE: Sigh...confusion really sucks (10/3/2006 6:26:20 PM)
Love stinks... yeah yeah.... Heard the tune? On edit... is it unrequited love?

cuddleheart50 -> RE: Sigh...confusion really sucks (10/3/2006 6:26:24 PM)
Its called fear.

Tikkiee -> RE: Sigh...confusion really sucks (10/3/2006 6:28:39 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: juliaoceania Love stinks... yeah yeah.... Heard the tune? On edit... is it unrequited love? One could only hope huh? lol At least then I would have a good reason to walk away from it. Dayum, what ever happened to my nice quiet, calm, centered life.

bandit25 -> RE: Sigh...confusion really sucks (10/3/2006 6:31:12 PM)
Sorry, but love DOES suck. It's also wonderful. So the decision is do the ups outweigh the downs?

juliaoceania -> RE: Sigh...confusion really sucks (10/3/2006 6:33:27 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: Tikkiee quote: ORIGINAL: juliaoceania Love stinks... yeah yeah.... Heard the tune? On edit... is it unrequited love? One could only hope huh? lol At least then I would have a good reason to walk away from it. Dayum, what ever happened to my nice quiet, calm, centered life. Yes nothing like man trouble to put you off food and sleep.... There is a cure for it, time....smiles

Tikkiee -> RE: Sigh...confusion really sucks (10/3/2006 6:33:54 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: bandit25 Sorry, but love DOES suck. It's also wonderful. So the decision is do the ups outweigh the downs? I dont know. I honestly do not know. I thought I had everything cut and dried within my life. I had things a certain way, and they were going to stay that way. Right now, the ups are following the downs on a even toll.

Tikkiee -> RE: Sigh...confusion really sucks (10/3/2006 6:37:34 PM)
quote: Yes nothing like man trouble to put you off food and sleep.... Pfft, more like off my rocker [8D] LOL, ya'll are great. Thanks for helping me to smile. Now if I can just find where he hid my running shoes, I will be all set [8\|]

KatyLied -> RE: Sigh...confusion really sucks (10/3/2006 6:39:53 PM)
That love of the unrequited type can really suck. But to put love and relationships in perspective. Life has ups and downs, so do relationships. Not everything in life is easy, not everything makes us feel good all of the time, but that doesn't mean there isn't something of value in these things. quote: what ever happened to my nice quiet, calm, centered life. Practice meditation

LTRsubNW -> RE: Sigh...confusion really sucks (10/3/2006 6:42:19 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: Tikkiee Ok, I just need a sounding board is all. Confusion sucks, big time. Yes, I am so confused lately as to who I am that I feel as if I am in spin cycle that has no end. I took the plunge. And found out that love really is not all that bad. And yet. I feel as if it is ripping me apart. I DONT LIKE IT. Darn it. In fact, I am coming to the conclusion that if this is what love feels like, then dayumit, I don't think I want any part of it. And yet, I find myself unable to walk away from something that draws me so strongly. I never believed in the saying that the heart feels each tug; and yet, here I am, feeling the pull so hard that it actually HURTS. Falling in love sucks big time. Don't mind me. I am just rambling. Lost once again [:@] I really hate this feeling. Baby...you're 24. It's all good. Chill. Call me in 5 years (Hell call me in 5 weeks...it ain't nothing). Chill.

Aileen68 -> RE: Sigh...confusion really sucks (10/3/2006 6:42:43 PM)
Love...Bleh. Let's talk about rimming.

Tikkiee -> RE: Sigh...confusion really sucks (10/3/2006 6:47:52 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: Aileen68 Love...Bleh. Let's talk about rimming. /perk ohhh please..yes..lets or better yet, let's talk about pain...yummmmmmmmmy....physical pain..../sigh I miss my beatings [:o]

DiurnalVampire -> RE: Sigh...confusion really sucks (10/3/2006 6:48:00 PM)
Love is by far the SCARIEST thing I have ever encountered. One of the best, and most enjoyable, but it still scares the hell out of me. Get used to that, until you are settled in a relationship you are absolutely positive of (and even then it still hapens... ) you will always have that little gnawing fear. DV

Tikkiee -> RE: Sigh...confusion really sucks (10/3/2006 6:49:36 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: DiurnalVampire Love is by far the SCARIEST thing I have ever encountered. One of the best, and most enjoyable, but it still scares the hell out of me. Get used to that, until you are settled in a relationship you are absolutely positive of (and even then it still hapens... ) you will always have that little gnawing fear. DV Yes, but I spent 5 years making sure that I never had that little gnawing fear. Still trying to figure out how the fuck I messed that up. /scratches head in confusion

BlkTallFullfig -> RE: Sigh...confusion really sucks (10/3/2006 6:52:19 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: juliaoceania On edit... is it unrequited love? Good question! Love only bites if it is unrequited, in which case, find someone to slap you out of it, because it is in my opinion, a huge waste of time, energy and personal integrity... Otherwise, I love the crazy/sick, uncomfortable, out of control feeling. I love the intensity myself. M

juliaoceania -> RE: Sigh...confusion really sucks (10/3/2006 6:54:38 PM)
OH god Tikkiee, say it is not so! quote: RELUCTANT submissive who is also a hard core masochist; CLAIMED already by one and not looking to be swayed by others. I am finding that falling in love really does suck at times :P You turned submissive on us? Welcome to the club[;)]

Tikkiee -> RE: Sigh...confusion really sucks (10/3/2006 6:55:31 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: BlkTallFullfig quote: ORIGINAL: juliaoceania On edit... is it unrequited love? Good question! Love only bites if it is unrequited... Otherwise, I love the crazy/sick, uncomfortable, out of control feeling. I love the intensity myself. M I think that I am having such a hard time because I have spent so much time making sure that I AM NEVER out of control in that sense. And yet, now I find myself unable to maintain control. 5 years of making sure that no one could get close only to have all the defenses blown away . I am still trying to figure it out. /sigh Maybe I just need to go back to analyzing everything. At least then I had answers.

Tikkiee -> RE: Sigh...confusion really sucks (10/3/2006 6:56:46 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: juliaoceania OH god Tikkiee, say it is not so! quote: RELUCTANT submissive who is also a hard core masochist; CLAIMED already by one and not looking to be swayed by others. I am finding that falling in love really does suck at times :P You turned submissive on us? Welcome to the club[;)] Oh god, I don't like this feeling though. I really dont. That is what is making me so...unstable. And I absolutly HATE feeling this way.

bandit25 -> RE: Sigh...confusion really sucks (10/3/2006 7:00:23 PM)
Oh, Tikkee, I'm sorry. How about a rousing game of Word Fight? Where the hell is LaM when you need him? Seriously, tho, I feel for you. Take some time...maybe you have the flu.

Tikkiee -> RE: Sigh...confusion really sucks (10/3/2006 7:04:20 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: bandit25 Oh, Tikkee, I'm sorry. How about a rousing game of Word Fight? Where the hell is LaM when you need him? Seriously, tho, I feel for you. Take some time...maybe you have the flu. /searches for her books on molecular biology I'll study. /nods that should do the trick /nods oh wait. I think I need something a bit stronger than biology. How about applied theories in Math. that should do it

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