Amaros
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I think what I was getting at, is that perhaps you want to "eat shit" in a metaphorical sense, i.e., objectified, reduced to a receptacle - a woman cannot "penetrate" you, or inject you with her reproductive essence in quite the same sense as a man can - perhaps you should learn to get her to gush when she orgasms and consume that substance - I think you need her to "feed you", in some sense, it may even have to do with being forced to eat your vegatables as a child, that somehow got mixed up with potty training, who knows? Otherwise, you may be making Skinners mistake, and focusing on the end result rather than the process: i.e., Skinner made much of the rat pushing the button, but failed to note the rats exploratory behavior before pushing the button, sniffing around, mapping the cage, etc., which is a significant aspect of the entire process, more significant is some ways, than actually pushing the button. Operant conditioning is based on a stimulus/reward pattern, in this case, the reward is not as rewarding as you thought it might be - time to experiment: "sniff around", if you don't mind the pun, and see if you can identify a reward that displaces the current fantasy, and yet satifies the need.
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