SlaveAkasha -> RE: What Are You Thinking About? (12/2/2006 11:55:19 AM)
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How much I wanted that stupid test to be positive and how mad I am at myself for getting my hopes up. I know that Master must think I am soooooo stupid sometimes, I don't know how or why he puts up with me. I am thinking how much I don't deserve him and how afraid I am sometimes that he will realize I don't and move on. Then I think how much I miss him today and wish he were home. I am not going to let this all get me down, I have a lot to celebrate this Christmas and I won't let anything be taken away from it. The holidays are usually a bit harder for me, but I am determined to lift my head and make the most of them. I have a wonderful man, wonderful kids (animals), another wonderful unmentionable in my life, family, a home, and lots of love..and I am grateful for every one of them. Kasha
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