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ravenna -> Reintroducing ravenna (1/22/2005 10:58:14 PM)
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My name is ravenna, and i am a sex slave. (Feels like i'm at Slaveoholics Anonymous here...)
i first arrived here at CollarMe about a month ago, though it seems like a year ago to me now. i signed on here and at a couple of other sites, you can probably guess which ones, as part of my desperate search for a new owner after being very unwillingly set free by my third owner. i did NOT find a new owner here, fate/destiny/love/desire took care of that in the end, though i did, unexpectedly, find a warm welcome and encouraging words from quite a few subs and slaves, and some masters and mistresses as well, some of whom reached out to me in a quite amazing way when i was at my lowest ebb of pain and confusion. (You know who you are and I THANK YOU ALL!) i also received some, well, a LOT of very, um, "interesting" inquiries, demands, challenges, abuse; par for the course, i guess. But i also discovered here an amazing outlet to express the things i was feeling and wanting and needing, a way to see that others like me are just as confused, that there ARE others like me even though i was feeling terribly alone, and most important of all, that there really are other women and men living happy, sexy, succesful lives as slaves and masters -- and that really gave me some hope when i really needed it. CollarMe (and not the other two sites at all) became for me, for awhile, almost my lifeline to the life i had lived for so long and wanted so desperately to return to...
(Cut to the chase, ravenna!) After one very scary, bizarre and confusing month i am now owned again, and very happily so. (Understatement. I AM IN HEAVEN.) i have been recollared jointly by the two men who were my first and second owners, the two men i love more than life itself, who had been out of my life for way too long. They tell me they intend to own me for life, and i will do everything in my power to help them make that dream come true. My life, my lifeline and my true "community" are now my two beautiful owners.
They are permitting me to continue to participate here, to learn, to share, to stay in touch with friends i've made and perhaps even make new friends, and to occasionally pour my guts out to the world, or at least this little corner of it (they think it's good for me). (They even revived my defunct profile here and wrote a brand-new one for me, and made me cry again; they do that a lot, one way or another, though mostly it's tears of joy.) i told them i thought i owed CollarMe something for helping me to keep going before they stepped in and turned my life around, and they said, well, TELL THEM, for heaven's sake, so here i am, saying THANK YOU, COLLARME!
All my best wishes to everyone, may all your dreams come true...
ravenna
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