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LotusSong -> RE: What am I really (10/16/2006 8:57:42 PM)
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ORIGINAL: LadyEllen
Not a problem - I try!
This bit interests me though too, I have to say; "I love dressing in lingerie and being sexy like a woman." Time for amateur psycho-analysis!
I tend to see here, a sort of projection going on, where your feelings of desire for women are being transformed into a desire to feel what they feel. This isnt a fault in your personality, but rather indicates to me a sort of exaggeration of the more "normal" (if there is such a thing) male desire to become one with woman in all possible ways.
Your desire is so strong, that it is functioning to extinguish your own identity in the will to merge with her sexually, emotionally and so on, to the extent that you perceive you do feel like her because your merging is so deep. Where it is going wrong though, is in producing an association in your mind - your desire for woman becomes associated with wanting to be like a woman so you can perceive what she is feeling as evidence of the fulfilment of that desire to become one with her.
That this is a start point for developing a fetishistic form of crossdressing is then obvious, in that, even in the absence of woman, if you can imagine you feel like her (the culmination of the exaggerated desire to become one with her) by way of being like her through her clothing, then your desires are still fulfilled.
Of course, I may be totally wrong, but it all makes sense to me.
E
Now you've done it Ellen! I just felt my brain flip and turn inside out! (and I feel like I'm getting a nose bleed to boot!)
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