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cjsubcd -> A rookie sub cd from Jakarta-Indonesia (10/19/2006 11:55:30 AM)
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Greetings A/ALL,
This is my 1st posting in the forum.
As already mentioned in the subject, I'm a rookie crossdresser from Jakarta-Indonesia. It's now only 4 a few months (since May '06) tht i've been dressing up n it's not even everyday tht i can do tht bcoz of my job n lack of support from my wife (Yes, I'm married).
So far i managed to get dressed about once or twice a week when i visit my Transsexual friend's place who kept all my stuff coz i can't bring it home.
She gives me all the support n guidance i need into crossdressing.
Having said the above, i've always been a bi-bottom since i was a youngster n soon found out tht i'm also kinda submissive. I lost my mouth n arse virginity at the age of 14 to 2 TSes who lured me to their place n seduced me to hv sex with them. Since then they trained me to submit myself to satisfy their sexual lust n so i became their fuck toy for quiet some time... Since then many guys n TSes hv tasted n used me 4 their pleasure. Since i hv never know another way of having sex, i obviously bcame accustom to all that n after some time also began to enjoy it too. Only at a much later stage (about the age of 18) tht i became really aware n understand about the dom/sub stuffs etc. It became clear to me then tht all this time i was used by those guys n TSes as their sub. But since tht's the only way i know how to hv sex n enjoy it, there's nothing left 4 me then to accept tht i'm a submissive bi-bottom.
Now, even as a crossdresser, nothing's changed in my sexual preferences..... being a submissive bi-bottom. My mouth n arse r there to serve n to b used by the doms/dommes.
XXX..... CJ
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