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RobertCloud -> RE: What are you doing, right now, this minute? (3/23/2007 2:20:35 AM)
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5:00 AM and getting ready for bed... the first night in a long time that my babygirl and I have talked most of the night..
Had several sudden calls from a player that had tried to be mine.. supposedly back in December... she had promised to come to see me on the Christmas holiday and a 9 hour trip became 4 days... never made it... a sudden phone call from her roommate made it a detour that took her back to her home state and then she was suppose to come see me after that. [I already knew I was through but I wanted to see how far she would carry her lies] From New Jersey to Arkansas took 2 weeks, and then again two weeks to get back.. mind you.. this was not intended to take this long, these were delays.. she was supposed [promised] to call every day, I was lucky to get a call every third day.
Then when she got back she thanked me for not giving up on her then promptly disappeared for ten days.
Now if anyone has guessed... I had already given up on this girl long before now, during that ten days of disappearance I told her off in email and on her phone in messages... I finally get a lame excuse but I still don't believe it. Even if all the things she said were true, there were too many lies along the way.... way too many...
Then tonight at 2:00 AM out of the blue she calls me. She is surprised that I don't recognize her voice... Hell, I have put her out of my mind. Then she says it was a mistake for her to have called me, so I hung up. She calls back... I was on the other phone with my babygirl, my babygirl tells me to tell her that I am on the phone with my Fiance... I don't think, I am pissed, this lying bitch is calling me... drunk!!!! Why??? So, Hell Yes.. I tell her just that... Then hang up again. She calls back again and I turn off my cell phone.
I then tell my babygirl... I guess that means we are sort of engaged.. she laughs.. and says.. well.. when you get me the ring.. lol.. We have talked about the possibility of it someday, so we are SORT of SORT of SORT of engaged.. lol...
As far as I am concerned.. the first girl was over on the 26th of December.. which is the day she told me she had to make the detour and would not be showing up after all. She had already turned a 9 hour trip into 4 days by auto accident, getting lost, hospital trip, and several other excuses.. There were just too many excuses for her to be real... I should have told her goodbye when she confessed to me that the initial picture she showed me was not her and then sent her real picture. The real one was not bad, but how do I know that the second one was real? How do I know it was not fake either? She had told me she was getting her cam back in a week, and that never happened either.. It was one lie after another after another... Maybe it was wrong of me not to tell her then that it was over, but I really wanted to see how far she would take her playing around and how far she would carry her lies and if she would ever admit the truth. The entire rest of the time was just one excuse after another as to why she had failed to make her phone calls to me, and every phone call she did make was always short and secretive sounding... I don't think she was with her female roommate like she claimed, but I cannot be certain... Okay.. enough of this rant...
That was just the topper of my day... but my whole days story would be a novel... I was almost arrested... yup yup... what a day....
But in the end, I enjoyed five good hours on the phone with my babygirl... and I have never felt so in love or loved in my life, I am truly thankful.
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