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RobertCloud -> RE: What are you doing, right now, this minute? (4/7/2007 8:54:55 PM)
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ORIGINAL: Hanable
wow.. thats a long time... ive gone 18 years .. but i never had it so.. its not that hard for me... *eats some squeese pop* im bored now.
H >:)
Well once you have had enjoyable sex it does make a huge difference... I went 18 years and 9 months before I lost my virginity so I understand. However, even for a male the first few times are not always pleasant. My first few times were awkward and embarrassing, I cannot call them pleasant. They were not painful like it is with a woman, but it was not pleasant at all.
The first truly enjoyable time lasted over 8 hours and was unbelievable... for the next five years sex was at least a once a week occurance but more often was several times a day (yes, a day and with the same person, I was not a player). Then things changed and suddenly in a matter of a week it went from often to almost nothing even though the same person was there. It was not until much later I discovered that the person had a mental illness that I will not discuss here, but it dramatically changed my life and the sex life before the marriage was basically a ploy to get me married, once married sex pretty much ended. It was still there but about once a month or less, then almost 5 years ago it ended in the marriage completely.
I am separated from my estranged spouse but still a caregiver, I cannot divorce her until we have a separate address and finances do not yet allow that. However, if things go as I plan, the house will be for sale this May or June and then the Divorce will be filed. The last sex act was with a slave of mine that turned out to be a player, but at least I did not find out until several months after the event.
Healthwise, I am okay... NO STD's.. lol.. just double checked to be on the safe side, though I was certain, I still had the tests ran. Stress levels... HIGH^^^^^^... Sugar levels... HIGH^^^^^^... Blood Pressure... normal but only due to meds... Weight is down.. I am down to 345 from 475... Have not lost or gained anything in the last 30 days... not happy about not losing any more thought, I was losing 2 pounds a week... grumbles..
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