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smilezz -> No Title......rant bordering on humor... (10/25/2006 7:33:49 PM)
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WARNING: This is a rant....just something i need to get out...i'm sure i will be fine.......i just need to type!
Sooooooooooooooooooooo..
Friday: get home from work, slip and throw my back out, noting new, done it before, probably will do it again. Later that night, feel like shit, start getting a fever. Relize that i am out of smokes, decide...ehhhh, i don't need them that bad right now, i just need to get rid of this fever and go lay down.
Saturday: sleep almost 17 hours (this is from someone that gets no more than 2-5 hours of sleep a night, normal for me)...get up........still have fever, back hurts so bad it's hard to breath. Call Doc (Chiropractor) He's not in, make appt. for Monday. Fall back asleep and am in and out of a daze the rest of the evening.
Sunday: Best Friend calls to invite me to lunch.....don't remember talking with her. Sleeping on and off again all day and night. Still have fever....motrin is not taking it away.
Monday: FINALLY! go see Doc. He adjusts the two ribs poking me in my lungs and put's them back where they belong. AH HA! that's the problem, no wonder i can't breathe. WRONG!
Go to walk-in clinic.....see doctor........have a lung infection...bordering on pleurisy. I have had pleurisy before, i don't ever want it again. Get meds, go home, take meds, lay down and am in and out of it once more for the rest of the day and night. (oh yeah, to top all this shit off...i started my cycle...fucking wonderfull)
Tuesday: Still have fever, stayed home once more from work, got more rest. It seems that is all i could do anyway.
Wednesday: No fever, decide i am going back to work. Kind of wobbly, but am thankfull i can breathe better and get out of this house. Ohhhhhhhh, half-way through the day.......get called into the office. They are cutting back on not only pay raises but on people. The one person that i have always been able to go to, rely on, my boss, my best friend. THEY ARE LETTING HER GO.......or retire, as they say.
I lost it.....right there in the office, i lost it. I took my hand, cleared my bosses desk, had a breathing fit, crying fit.........said i just fucking got back to work after being sicker than i have been in over 20 years, i am missing The Man terribly, my kid is flying out of town on Thursday, they changed my hours because of this, and now THIS!?!. Luckily, i had a bottle of water, drank some, sat back down and re-gained my composure. What was left of it.
Ohhhhhhhhh, on the bright side. I have not touched a smoke. After listening to a friend tell me a few thoughts and put some things into perspective.........i'm done with those.
Sooooooo, how was your day? *laughs* gawwwwdddd what week.
~smilezz~
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