Argentopal
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Joined: 12/12/2005 From: Central Texas / Hill Country Status: offline
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lmao! this brought back a couple of memories! Way back in the prehistoric times when Argent and I were "brand spanking new" we were playing in the company of only 2 other - VERY experienced couples. I still had a lot os trouble when I was 'hurt' letting my reactions show for all to see that it excited me. One of the other Doms had an interesting little very stingy flogger- drangon's tongue type thing he made and he let Argent borrow it. I was laying face down over a table, butt up in the air and this new feeling STUNG like all get out and it scared me, turned me on, embarassed me .... but my reaction was to laugh ... which made Argent FURIOUS because he thought I was laughing AT HIM!!!! he thought I thought he was inept or something and he gave the toy back to the other Dom and sat and pouted and there was nothing I could do to explain my reaction because I didnt even understand it at the time. Well we got over that one! Years later at a group party i was on a StAndrew's cross and he was flogging away, doing a good job and I just went to 'sillyville', got the giggles and started to turn myn head and laugh and make silly comments to him. Now, he knows me and he knows at times I can just get that way, almost like it is not under my control - some sort of pain-emotional reaction. I am having a good time, I do not need to stop, but I am going to giggle laugh crack jokes. So he just hit me more-harder. A Dm came over and told us were were having way too mush fun and it was disturbing others!!!! OK I know we have to respect everyone playing, but no one goes to a woman screeching her head off that her voice is like nails on a chalk board, so why was some laughing out of line? and no I was not laughing hysterically or even really loudly! So, anyway - yes i laugh at times, and it is another form of release for me, and it is good. Opal
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