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Mavis -> scramming for a day job (10/30/2006 8:10:38 PM)
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Well, this is sad in a way, but good too! i'm going back to working outside, which means i can't leave CM open and fiddle around at will anymore. That's probably a good thing, i have spent too much time here, but i had permission to suck up all the social time i could before the job started up.
But it's sad for me, because seeking outside income is an admission that my business is not supporting me in the style i damn well wanted to become accustomed to. So it's an admission of failure to me in one way. (somebody pat my head here, this is truly a sympathy plea)
The good news is that with some side incoming built up, i can pay off my business debts, and re-invest. (or throw good money after bad, as the case may be)
Hubby/Dom thinks it all quite funny, He's calling it "Shock n Awe" because i'll have to leave the house at 4:30 am, and i'm obviously several years past having a day shift body clock. i'll have one week of starting at 8 or 10, to adjust, but this is gonna kill me in about 15 days, i should be ready to implode.
It also means a lot of changes in how and when Master and i can communicate, i am seriously afraid i will forego sleep i need in order to keep up my slave time needs. Who the hell goes to bed at 8 pm? but that's the only way i'll be able to get up at 3 am. Just wanted to mention this so nobody thinks i got a wild hair or got pissy or something drove me off, i will stop by the place when i can, and E/everyone enjoy the convos!
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