MistressTexas
Posts: 425
Joined: 5/30/2006 Status: offline
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Just to be really repetitive, I would'nt change anything. I went hrough some hard stuff.. some miserable stuff.. some stuff I would never want to go through again.. But now I'm facing more miserable shit, and I think " fuck it, I've faced worse and kicked ass." And on the other hand I've had some incredibly wonderful stuff happen too. And I honestly dont know that I could appreciate it as much if I hadn't seen the worse side of things. Funny enough, I was walking down the street yesterday... coffee in hand, going over stuff in my head.. bills, rent, medical etc etc.. and realized they were all paid up.. and I still had money left over... then it struck me.. I have my own place (after 2.5 years of living with idiots), a steady well paying job, a plan for where my life is gonna go and a solid support network. Moments after this came another revalation. The thought went through my head word for word as follows: "Oh my god.. I've finally evolved into a mature human being... Oh fuck that means the world is gonna end, doesn't it?
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