Devilslilsister
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Okay, its early - i'm tired. Atleast i think i'm tired. I'm so happy i could bounce off the walls. Anywho, i'm having one of those little emotional periods. I'm so happy i could CRY! ha!
i was just surveying my life.. and like it all seems to be working out. All the effort and struggle and work i've put forth to many different things is like coming through. Almost like, if you can just wait through the bad stuff, the good stuff in turn will come. I hear so many people give up on things and life and i have been looked down upon by many people for sticking through the bad shit and yet - life is working out!
My mother thought i should cut off ties from my Dad and his family! BUT!
(yay) I for like the first time in life - have a fabulous relationship with my little sister!
my relationship with my brother is getting better. He actually has superb advice! He even helped me work through an issue while he was here.
My DAD!! God love him. He after my whole life and everything has finally taken like a part in my life. Right now, i'm back in school so i can get my degree. My Dad has an job waiting for me in london starting around 70 grand. Cant beat that! He calls me! And he remembers me...
My relationship is just fabulous. i think i'm getting spoiled? I dunno, i like it. Yesterday was my birthday and it was wonderful. Omg, right now i couldnt ask for anything more. (xcept maybe a million dollars!) My Daddy took the day off, came out here to see me, spent the night and i get to see him tonight! Woot woot!
My pregnancy is starting to look like a really really happy thing = ) Cant believe im pregnant! Like when i got pregnant, i imagined all sorts of worse case scenarios. I planned them out, thought them out, heck i've got plans A, B, C, D, and E for all possible scenarios and it seems one of the more PLEASANT scenarios i never imagined might work out. Wow. I'm sort of stunned. Who would of thunk it?
ALL SORTS of little happy things that i cant write out, cos it would take a million pages! I know i'm going to be dead tired later - i'll probably get cranky and bitchy and not have much intelligent thought either. But oddly - everyone seems to understand. Lovely eh?
i just cant believe it! I've been struggling my ass off for 2 years now. Longer if you think about it and its all finally coming to fruit. Imagine if i had quit - how many people i love that wouldnt be in my life right now?
of course ------- in EVERYTHING there are those like things that arent great and all the little worries associated with the future. But when you sit back and survey your life - they really dont count.
Like, i'm 27 now and i'm old and i have MAJOR issues with being 27. But who really cares how old you are when life is moving forward at a good pace?
btw - i am not proof reading this as i have to get my butt in gear to get to my astronomy class so i can pass a test. Wish me luck, i need it!
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