|
dewdrop -> Introduction (2/13/2005 6:14:24 AM)
|
Fogive me if i type or do anything wrong on here.... i am a 29 years old wife and mother of three. About 3 years ago when i was separated from my husband, i had a friend that showed what alot of my frustutrations were about. i found out that i was a submissive. When i read and researched the lifestyle, i was drawn into it. my soul was in tune with the writings and the understandings, i had found peace within its words. i even once met with a Dom and did a lil bit of experimenting and loved it BUT he was not for me. He wanted more,i did not... not with him anyway. But it felt so good to kneel and serve as well as be punished. Since then i am back with my husband and he agreed to try the lifestyle. This is where i now see where some people know it or they don't. i was born with this inside me, raging to get out of her cage but my husband was not. he is happy with a vanilla lifestyle. he tries to enter into it many times but gets uncomfortable and that leaves me wanted, needing more. So i guess i am here to see what others like myself have done, what road did venture down..... or am i meant to cry myself to sleep not bearng any ropes that tie me down at night, listening to the spirit within scream? Thank Y/you A/all for Y/your time.
dewdrop
|
|
|
|
