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cajun -> I finally got it! (12/6/2006 12:43:43 PM)
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Hello all,Yesterday my session with Mistress K took a different turn. She said that up til now, everything was about me and getting me the right clothes, heels, etc and making me feel comfortable. From now on it was going to be about her. She proceeded to spank, paddle and whip me with no warmup. She poked and prodded me with wooden skewers. She roughly attached clothespins and clamps wherever she felt like it. There was not much regard for me.I know that my Mistress will hurt me, but I also know that she will not damage me. For the first time in over 15 years of playing I finally realized the gift of giving myself totally to someone else for the sole intent on their pleasure.I have been to subspace before, and enjoyed the hell out of it, but this time it was really different. I felt warm inside and I was glowing Mistress said. She said she could tell that I was different. And I was. It was the most rewarding experience! Nothing about me mattered and it was all about her. And well it should be! I have finally realized this and without the patience of my Mistress, I would still be the selfish little sub I used to be.Thank you Mistress K,Your owned property,jo
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